Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
"IMMORTAL-MANKIND"
Science has been a vital tool for mankind in sorting out majority of his problems.Mankind has been such a wonder and he has got a variety of solutions.Concerning to population control he devised pills,condoms,etc to avoid aids and also to have safe sex.Crossing all these borders Mankind could see something extraordinary to save himself.For "REPRODUCTION" to occur the criteria's include an "EGG" and a "SPERM" to fuse.Biologically we require them for the development of a "ZYGOTE".Now all we have seen is about Nature's remarkable creativity.In this creation,due to unknown reasons, there happens to be a disorder or malfunctioning in certain cases.In such cases "REPRODUCTION" never happen.Ppl with such defects do have a craving heart to become a mom/father.Biologically its not possible for a couple to "REPRODUCE"if either of them or both are declared Impotent.Now who is to be blamed?-Nature??.To defend this question Nature has given a solution through Mankind.However this solution being putforth is gaining awareness all around the world but at a slow pace.
Heard of "SPERM/EGG"donation?.Anyone physically fit can donate and there are special agencies and camps functioning/administrating the whole process.They provide privacy and have separate systems maintaining the donor's info.The donor gets a free medical check up,sometimes are paid, before he/she is certified that he/she can donate.After the donor donates "THE SPERM"or"THE EGG",it undergoes various screening tests and its been segregated based on its quality in vials..If donors come forward to donate,then one such defect existing will vanish and the craving hearts of such couples will also blossom like the others in the society.By doing so it satisfies the needy and also satisfies the donor for his/her contribution.We can control the population by employing this method."Instead of generating a particular generation in dozens,one can give life to the needy".To make a special note,Man who is capable of producing "SEMEN" till the age of 70 doesn't utilise it throughout.He is mostly in to "WASTING"them in all possible ways.Instead "Every individual who thinks about a better future,can take a step forward and donate, realising the sense of living". As a citizen of INDIA,living in a highly populated nation,as well as a nation ranking top in AIDS,if we all can work upon this,we can raise the above barriers against us ....Summing it all up....."NATURE IS FLAWLESS AND SO IS MANKIND WITH THE POWER OF IMMORTALITY".
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Death Punch
My heart so light and entangled in a different world,i was riding my bike thinking about the past one and half hours of ultimate pleasure and i was completely immersed in it.To change my momentum came the sound of the conch followed by a band of trumpets,drums,flowers all over and a palaquine with a grandma in it.Their relatives were in despair,sobbing and were moving to the burial ground.The whole scene in front of my eyes is so dull filled with sadness.I parked my bike in the corner of that street and i was marching towards the palaquin.Wondering myself of what am doing,i was just walking front.After a split second i realised that i am doing all this is not because of the concern to the person who had passed away but for the beats!!.Awesome beats!!!.Locally it is called "PARA MOLAM"(DEATH PUNCH).Anyone who listens to that beat will dance and i who is so much interested in dance couldn't resist myself to the beats being played.I Unbuttoned my shirt wrapped it around my waist and i was in the lead with some local boys.It was the dawn of happiness that started reaching peaks as i was shaking my hips,swinging my arms,folding my tongue,pushing my chest back and forth,lifting my legs to the beats played and shouting in chorus with the boys("PODU!!PODU!!KUTHU!!
Before i sleep i look at the mirror everyday and as i was looking...the idiom "You reap what you sow"was shining in the light of my room.Seeing my face and the quote i fell on my bed switching off the tube light and turning on the night lamp.I was just recollecting of what had happened the whole day.The whole morning was homely,the ride wow!! it was fabulous and the dance was the ultimate moment of the whole day.My mind just jerked over there coming to a stop.All of a sudden the quote on my room"You reap what you sow"flashed.I was just contemplating it to find a link and yes i got it!..The Creator sows his seeds in various forms of life.Like how there are humpty number of varities in crops so are his seeds in the form of life.One such crop is human and he reaps it when it reaches the time of harvest which is what is death!.But life is not just sowing and reaping its "ABOUT LIVING LIFE WITH ECSTASY AND JOY".As of today i have experienced joy,ecstacy,and happiness and i am really happy the way i am living. Today it was my turn to dance in front of a dead body tomorrow it ll be someone else dancing in front of my body.Whatever done is sedan done, with this day to be remembered alwaysJ....
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
THE ONE
3:30pm
I am "The One" watching kaushik ,sleeping for the past 12hrs.He is still on his bed sleeping happily with out knowing the fact that i am waiting for him..Guess what?I have been waiting for him,for the past 20 years..And the sad part is,he had never noticed me all these days...I would stand right in front of him,waiting for my turn to talk..But that had never happened.Believing that i would get my turn one day,i kept waiting..After five mins he got up stretching his arms and he looked at the wall clock.It was 3:35pm..He finished all his morning duties and got himself dressed.He had some food to fill up his stomach which was starving for more than 12hrs.His mom asked him what plans today?.Kaushik replied his mom, i am going to gym right now and i ll be back home after the work out.No further plans for today.That is good kaushik and i want a small favour from u.Yeah tell mom what should i do?.I need u to get me some tablets before u go to gym will u do it?.Its actually a very big job anyways i ll do it for u mom...Though i ll charge u 5rs for each tablet..Me and my mom smiled at each other and i was walking to the medical shop with the slip in my hand....
I got my mom her medicines and i was about to leave for gym.I took my helmet and my bike key,checked my pocket for my purse and mobile.I started my ride and parked my bike outside a sandals shop in front of my gym.Had a good work out and was exhausted.Getting down the stairs of my gym i saw a stranger sitting on my bike.I said excuse me and took my vehicle out and made my way back home.Reaching home i went for a shower and then started chatting with my friends on fb and at the sametime was watching tv..Time passed and i was just seeing my posts on IDI9.blogspot.com and the comments for it.I got up to have some water.After having a few gulps of water i played with my dog and entered my room.To my astonishment there was that same stranger sitting in front of my laptop and reading the comments i got.I was dumbstruck and i was unable to shout or move back..All i was able to do was, see that figure operating my laptop.I felt fear doubling every second and i was standing ice cold right in front of him.I was sweating profusely and standing like a rock, my eyelids were filled with tears..
12:00am
The stranger got up held my arms and made me sit on my bed.He closed the door of my room and locked it.I was trying to shout or move i couldn't.I could feel the air clogging my vocal cord and my muscles held tight.Tears started pouring down my eyes like waterfalls and i was shivering.The stranger looked at my eyes which was with so much of tears that my lacrimal glands would have never secreted so much before.He introduced himself to me as "The One" and said speak.I didnt understand what he meant and was just looking at him.He once again said speak.I started to scream and next second he covered my mouth with his hands.He was so quick that before a note of scream had to leave my mouth,he shut them.Looking at my eyes he said i am not going to hurt u,stay calm.He took out his hands from my mouth.I was staring at his eyes and i felt that he is here not to harm me.Silence filled the ambience for 15mins and i broke it asking who are you? how did u get in to my room?."The One" replied me i got into the room like how u had to.I asked him so u mean like u walked into my room just like that???.But i was sitting here few mins back and i...i really dont understand..."The One" replied..relax kaushik let me make things clear..I am "The One". what do u want from me?why are you here?."The one" answered me back ..i asked you to relax.I ll explain to u..With fear building up every second inside me i said explain urself..He smiled at me and he started...You are kaushik son of R.Subramanian and u r 20 years old.Born on 26th nov 89,U are living with ur parents and ur grandparents.U own a bike and ur dog's name is sindhu.U are currently doing b.tech biotech in sastha engineering college.With shock i asked "The One" how do u know all this?.He replied me saying i know all this because i am "The One".I asked him so u call urself as god??that u no everything about me?"The one" replied back saying i am not god but i am "The One".I said common what's that "one" dont confuse me..Listen kaushik i have been with u from the day u have taken birth on this planet and i accompanied u all this while for every breadth of urs..So u had been with me all the while "One"?But i have never seen u?.Yes all these days u were not able to see me because i never revealed myself.I was there with u but u cant see me and today i haved showed up because there is a reason.U might ask me what that reason is kaushik..I ll explain it to you in a while...
The one asked me what is it that u own for urself kaushik?.I replied him i own my parents, relatives,friends,and a lot more ppl.I am for them and they are for me.There is mutuality in my possession.Oh that is nice kaushik and as a human what do u have for u?.Well i have my body,thoughts,actions,then..
I like that smile kaushik.I replied him thanks.There is some sort of happiness in u right now, a kind of joy or ecstasy is it not?I replied yes.Nice to know that.Tell me Kaushik when i slapped u on ur cheeks what was there in u?.To be honest "One" i was really angry and was frustrated for ur actions.That's my boy...Excellent kaushik..So u had that anger in u wen i slapped and u were happy when i appreciated u.I say u have lost ur word again.U didnt have any control on ur emotions.Yes "Mr.One" u are right.I dont have any control ultimately i dont possess anything as mine.There is nothing that i can claim as mine and everything is happening automatically..Fantastic Kaushik so the whole point is this
"UR BODY IS NOT UR BODY","UR THOUGHTS ARE NOT UR THOUGHTS","UR MIND IS NOT UR MIND","THERE IS NOBODY OR NOTHING CALLED I(SELF)"...Above all this "EVERYTHING HAPPENS AUTOMATICALLY".Awesome "one" u are right.Wait kaushik i am not done yet.Final verdict can be stated this way
"THERE IS DOING BUT NO DOER","THERE IS THINKING BUT NO THINKER","THERE IS LISTENING BUT NO LISTENER","THERE IS SEEING BUT NO ONE TO SEE".
3:45am
Yeah i can realise all this but "One" then how is this world functioning with ppl like me?..Remember u asking me what is "The One" all about?.The time has come for me to tell u the truth now."The One" that is me - am the " CONSIOUSNESS OF MANKIND".I am "THE ANCIENT MIND"and what ever action ppl do is an essence of me.So everything is from this"COLLECTIVE MIND".
Fear,lust,anger,hatredness,
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
MICKEY CHAT CORNER
I have seen many ppl coming to our tea shop,and most of them.. they dont use us.So out of all my fellow- ppl myself and my friends stood apart.We were clean and sparkling as we remain un-used most of the timeL..Our owner seems to be happy as our shop is doing good in buisness and is in the main rd..We have a variety of customers, from platform to IT guys..The sad part is we keep waiting eagerly everyday that someone will use us and finally our wait came to an end today..
Three guys they occupied me and my friends.One of my friend was given with their bags and helmets to spare, as he was not occupied by men.They had their talks on movies,blogs,fb,orkut,etc.and were having tea..It was boringL, though we were occupied after a very long time..Nothing grabbed our attention to their talks.They continued chatting and diagonally to us there was this TABLE no.4. occupied by a couple of ppl in dhothi's and they were totally drunk.Myself and my friends along with our hosts we kept looking at them as they were acting really funny..After a while i started listening to the conversations of my hosts.They were still discussing the same..It was really boring and i wished i needed a change something extraordinary to happen..One of my host got up and he asked my owner for cigrattes.Getting them he came and sat.They were back on their conversation of the movie..
One among the TABLE no.4 was so high and he was mocking at ppl around.He saw one of my host getting cigrattes.He got up and approached my hosts all of a sudden.Posing like a rowdy he demanded a cigratte.My hosts were from a decent backround, they didnt want to,make it a big scene.So they gave a cigratte which they had with them earlier..This fellow who demanded was not happy with what he was offered.He wanted a cigratte that they had purchased few mins back.He was demanding it straight up to my hosts.Hesitating a moment one of my hosts gave him what he needed and he left the shop..
The scene got over and before my hosts continued their talk,ppl from TABLE no.3 who witnessed all this started their conversation on this issue.Their converstion was such that,one among them was telling his friend if i was in that place i would have slapped him.I would've not given him the cigratte...Not to end... ppl outside the shop who were standing and having their eatables also were commenting on this issue.Everyone were saying that my hosts should have not given the cigratte.To add upon, they were boasting themselves that they would never let this happen to them.Each one had their comments for my hosts and they had their ears to all of them.
Now the atmosphere changed... one of my host filled with fury was so much upset for what had happened.He was telling his other two mates, that we should have said a NO to that drunken pig!.To his comment his mates replied him saying,what we have done is RIGHT.There is nothing to feel bad about it.We didnt want to create a big scene over here and moreover we are not road thugs like him,to behave so cheap.If we do so, then there wont be any difference between that so called drunken @#!$%@# and us.So the host who was offended by his two mates defended himself...Alright i accept ur logic but see what ppl around us talked.They made us look so bad and am ashamed now.We lost our pride here dont u both realise that??..I was looking at this and was thinking... finally something really interesting is happening in front of me..To that comment his mates replied him back.. is that what u think??.Ok maybe we have lost our pride now,but we have got a better tomorrow.If we have behaved the other way... the pride would be lost forever.We have got our family,friends and our loved ones to be taken care of...Getting down so cheap and acting like him will only take seconds but gaining back our good deeds is really difficult...Look at this in a different angle like u have helped a beggar..We have to live for ourselves and not for others..Ppl who commented at us will talk the other way if we had taken charge at him.So take this out of ur head and believe in what we have done...After a bit of silence my hosts realised that they were RIGHT and left the shop.I applauded for them because i could see real sense in them as they acted so wisely.Just in case they had taken charge against that drunker the scenario would have been different.Unwanted fisting against each other,breakage,blood,police...
Saturday, June 19, 2010
"SELF"-REALISATION
My mom is calling me for the past half an hour to eat.I dint go i was just manipulating on "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE".What is unconditional love?.My mom is calling me to eat.Why?What for?Why is she worried that am not eating on time?Why is that concern so unique and special only to me?What is the reason behind all this?and what is that Unconditional Love?Where do i seek it?..
Two days back i was on my way to my friend's house to play,as i was riding i heard someone calling kaushik!...kaushik!...bringing down the acceleration of my bike i turned my head to look around,to see who called me?..To my delight it was my bro Ragav ane he asked...Hi da so where here?.I replied saying am on my way for playing shuttle..eh what plans for you bro?.He sighs and tells me fuse has gone in one of the phases and i am looking for an electrician to check it out.Oh...And i think i can fix it up bro i have done in my house.But it should be of plug in and out type because i have handled only such types.Good da so come home and try ur luck.Sure and i went to his house.Playing with the fuse and trying to find where the fault is took me time and finally i gave up...Sad part is, it was a sunday.Holy shit!! So no electrician to call for and no power.Trying out all his luck my bro went out to meet his friend and i had a small chat with my sister,uncle and aunty.I then left to play.
Before i had to leave their place i could hear the sound coming out of the conch,drum beats,trumpets and yeah rhythmic beats..Wow!! listening to that will make u move.Its natural that anyone who listens to that beat will feel like dancing so is the punch of those beats.I was just enjoying those beats.But this kind of genre, its not in stores.U can't have a copy of it from music world.It is the music that is played signing u off to a new world.Yes some old grand father had passed away.He was being taken to the grave yard for his funeral.I think that old man had good deeds because i could see many of his relatives walking their way to the grave,crying with long faces and the sadness in them was deep enough, that their faces portrayed it as if they had lost their souls..Guys its really sad...When you see someone crying it conveys a lot of meaning and when someone had passed away..Do i have to say more??all of us know how it is...
(what's my point here?what am i trying to tell?.Pls go further to know about that.)
I just took my bike and i started moving to my friend's place.Had pretty good games, though l lost most of them:p..It was late already and i was getting constant calls from my dad.I just picked up and said 15mins dad i ll be home.Raced my bike fast home, had some little bit of advice from dad for coming late and then every one is on bed including me.Why does my dad expect me to be back home on time?Manipulation started once again questioning started..So why does he not show the same concern if my neighbour's son comes late?Why its only for me?because am his son and the blood running through my spine is of my dad's?What is it?.I was blank with no answers and was just wondering....The thought of that grand father being carried away to the graveyard flashed in.Everyone around him were crying and was sad.Ya its reasonable but..but y didnt i cry?excuse me...my friend if u are reading this i dont think there is a drop of tear up in ur eyes too?..Glad we all are alike, happy to know that.But y didnt we cry??this is my question to u as well as myself.why?why?why?.He was not my grandpa nor your's, that is what is our claim right?.He is no way related to my blood neither of your's.Has he done anything for us?did he get us something?,have we met him before?do we know his name?has he helped our relatives?is he our friend's relative?do we share in and out with him?.For every question that we have raised the answer is- as always "NO".Now if that grandpa is our relative we would be crying right?and y do we cry if it is our own blood?think..It is because he would have satisfied min 3q's asked above.And we say we cry because we love him so much.Love huh??What kind of love is it?.The love satisfying a min of 3q's why 3, atleast one question must be satisfied for us to show that love.This is what we call love?.... great isn't it?.So we give our love say our mom for instance, only if she satisfies we reciprocate it back.Its the same vice versa.Mom expects her son to be good and the best of anyone in this world.I respect that love but i see there is something beneath, under the covers of that love that is called "SELF".Anything we do we must have a gain in it.Or else we ignore them.If we can just watch ourselves closely every move we make ll have this "SELF".It is like the soul and the body.Keeps sticking with us throughout till death.If someone out there says no my love for others is pure, as crystal as water excuse me there again i can see ur "SELF".U may ask where?.Read ur statement again and again till u find the context of "SELF" there. I am sure u ll find out my friend.Everyone in this world is tagged with"SELF".No one is truthful and no one can be blamed for this.Mankind has been in to this trap for ages and still he is not out of this.Just think a world where u have "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE" no matter who the other person is,we would love him unconditionally.There is nothing that we can do but we can realise this truth and accept it whole heartedly.I wish the ONE who created us brings in a transformation where this "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE"blossoms like bud and grows out to a tree fruiting us with,full of happiness and joy.
(As a part of IDI9 i just pray for such a transformation to happen very soon to all of us hope u too ll join hands with me and make life really beautiful)
What's the menu mom? i think there is something special the smell is too good..hmmm yummy..:).. Sorry mom and dad for coming late will try to be on time...(with a smile i wished them good night and i went off to sleep.)
Friday, June 18, 2010
The Scurry Life
Hello Guys!!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Eternal Love
02.06.2010
Sharon, will be back home in a hour pls be ready..dont delay..the party starts at 11pm in Le royal meridian.Bye.Love ya..muah..Its already 9 pm shit!got to finish this accounts fast.Today is my wedding anniversary and like an ass, instead of spending time with her am doing accounts here.Fuck!!...Miss Georgia can u pl do this last part and submit them to our boss? pls dont neglect she is waiting and its already late:(..Have to go for a party..Sure u carry on..Afterall its ur wedding anniversary have fun..Thanks georgia see u tomorrow good night..The car flashes its light on,it zooms out like a wind...
Calling Sharon Mathews...Currently not reachable..Pls leave ur voice mail after the beep.Call me soon...She has not seen my first voice mail and her phone is not reachable for more than an hour..Dont no what is wrong with her..Hell a lot of traffic fucking shit!!.Nothing is going on well today..
(Sharon knocks the door... Door opens...)
Hi sweet heart..long time since we met.Anyways thanks for dropping by atleast now.Come in.So then how is life and where is ur husband?.He has not come.Oh i see.. SO u ll have something to drink?No baby...I just wanted to see you.Have been looking for your contacts and had to get them only today through one of our school friend pavithra....So how do u do baby?.Am fine and am doing great...you are lovely sharon,still the same..As always elegant,beautiful and so sexy.I still remember our days.Cant forget that.Every moment was special..I would say every second we stayed together was awesome..Yes baby i too remember all of them.And baby u know what? today is my wedding anniversary.Oh!Happy wedding anniversary sharon...U could have come with ur husband too..How many kids?..Only one...That is nice..Whats her name?Her name is meera...
Baby what happened why are you crying??.I no how hard it is?and ya even i have not come out of it yet.I was so desperate to find about ur whereabouts..Every single day i had been trying to get ur contact but everything was in vain untill today..I am really sorry baby...I want u to be happy... love ya loads..Sharon i am crazy about you and you are only for me..Sharon moved swiftly and next moment she was kissing so hard on the lips and as they were kissing each other they moved inside a large bed room so gigantic..Sharon you are the same as you were 7 years back..The same old softness and tenderness on ur lips and the way u kiss,everything takes me 7 years back...ur eyes are glittering as always and it keeps pulling me in to you.Your nose is sharp as ever and everytime you dodge it with mine...omg you are so lovely sharon(kisses).. Even u are the same baby.the way u move it the,the way u touch me, ur fingers moving on me everything is still the same..
Dialling Phillipe Mathews...Connecting..Tring..
Twenty years back...
Sharon born in a christian family was an angel she was so beautiful and pretty..Anyone who sees her will fall in love with her.She was so famous and every person in her street knows her so well and they love being with her.On the counter part was sharon's neighbour equally good looking and they loved this counter part too.. They both became thick friends and they were the cute little kids.. they matched each other so well,and everyone were jealous about them.They shared everything starting from pencil to book and slept together in either of their houses.They were growing and day by day they got so close that they were inseparable..The love they had for each other was so intimate and incomparable.Years passed and from a small bud they have now blossomed and have grown up like that of a tree.They were in their 12th and it was that everybody had fixed it up that they both are made for each other.As said by them they complimented so well that one could ever see,such a cute pair,so lovely and romantic.Finally their love which had grown so big was more than a friend,brother and sister.It was beyond that and they were always together.As ppl were talking about pairs,love,life partners around them,the thoughts in them also changed and they felt that they could be together as life partners.That would sustain their relationship throughout, so did they decide and they had to fall in love like how ppl say generally.They were now able to feel lots of changes in their talks,many a times sharon would blush and night talks begun,hang outs,dating,all begun in a new outlook.They loved each other so much that once they had to meet in sharon's house for group studies.Revision exams were going on...So they started preparing in her room.No one was at home it was winter season with mild showers.They started with the first chapter and suddenly both jumped out due to the sudden sound of the thunder...They went out to the balcony and it started to rain and both were enjoying the climate and were playing in the rain.Both got wet and after a while they went back in to the room.Sharon picked up a towel from her wardrobe and was drying her hair.Suddenly she felt two hands grabbing her hips hugging from behind and kissing on her shoulders.Sharon turned backed and hers lips were locked and the towel she was holding dropped down.Sharon was so sexy with her dress wet one could see her curves and she was like goddess..Sharon u are so beautiful...So are u baby..(kisses)
Days passed and there was this boy Mathews who loved sharon from 10th and he was crazy about her.He proposed her but she rejected as she was already committed.She tried explaining him but he still continued his love for her.He hated sharon's affair and he wanted them to break up.One day the family members of both of them came to know about their affair.That was a turning point in mathews life.He loved it.Like all parents there were rejections from both sides.The differences between them were so much that there was no hope..And life from there was not promising to both of them.Sharon was house arrested and without any notice they had to shift to a new place and so the contact was lost completely.After a year they happened to meet in a super market and sharon had to reveal a truth which was shocking.She said i am getting married to Mathews in 3 months.Before they could talk anything more sharon's dad came and pulled her out of that place....
Sharon finally opened her mouth.Mathews i met Swaminathan today.What?Where?How?.I had been looking for the whereabouts of swami ever since our marriage.I was feeling guilty that i should ask a sorry atleast.So today i came to no the address and i was there in his house all this while...What the fuck is this sharon? i told u not to get in touch with that swami....Stop it mathews just shut up.Why the fuck should i?I no what that bitch would have done...Just because i told u about our relationship u dont have to talk like this...I want that ass out of ur life for ever u no i dont like it...Then why did u go meet? and i no what would have happened there...That ill hearted would've started crying and would've said i love u and would have kissed you and u would've also kissed saying baby i missed u so much..this is what happened right???....
16.06.2010...
Sharon was shopping and her daughter Meera was just choosing her dress.As she was picking her dress she saw someone standing near her and picking clothes..Sharon noticed that stranger and identified immediately....They hugged each other and they had their cloths purchased and moved to a coffee shop.It was none other than swami...So Swami how is life now?enquired sharon.Ya i am doing fine...have started a beauty parlour and is doing good..That is really cool swami..beauty adding beauty to others...Wow that is cool..So swami asked the child ur name is Meera right?and swami was filled with tears.Meera asked y are u in tears?Swami replied my full name is Meera Swaminathan..The child smiled back saying we both share the same name...she pinched swami's hand saying same pinch:).Swami said u too and kissed meera's cheeks.Meera asked swami then y is mom calling u swami?.Sharon smiled and said actually there were two meera's in r school so to differentiate i started callin her swami and she too liked it because only i call her so...Swami smiled..Where is ur husband?when u had to meet me last time also u didnt bring him where is he?...
Stop crapping mathews this is ur limit. Nothing like that happened when i met .Swami was so happy to see me and was just asking me about u..I said no u are busy with office schedule.Swami did ask me if there is still hatredness in u?..because right from the day u proposed me u have developed aversion and u created a lot of havoc in school..But everytime it would end up as a failure and u ll be punished by the headmistress for all ur mischives and u would be crying most of the time sitting alone in the play ground..She still remembers all that funny moments..And we were just talking about our conversations where one day swami told me that u really love me and i just replied saying nothing more than u baby..We were just talking about all those happy moments..And swami showed me all the photos that had both of us together..We just shared our memories and had a laugh together after a long time.. But its only u Who still sticks to the past.Yes i agree i was a lesbian and i had affair with meera, fine but time has moved me away from her and i am completely for u right now.Though i cant take her out of my heart i am true to u mathews.Y dont u understand that.She is going to be in my heart forever but u r my husband and i realise what is to be a wife and i am so..Now what is the problem?..I cant believe all this crap... i no one day or the other she would come for u and it had happened today...I loved u so much sharon...U know that very well..I was mad about u and am still crazy for u...I no why u had to keep our daughter's name as Meera.I understood how much u loved her and i was not against it,because i proved myself to u that i love u as my Sharon and not of swami's...Remember me asking u to promise that u will never ever meet swami in the future?.U agreed to it and u promised me sharon,but now u have broken it..I really cant take this sharon,not anymore...Mathews pls..I just had to meet her to see how she is that is all..Nothing more than that...just shut up sharon no more back stabbing and get ur way to ur lesbo.Let me see if she can help u...Take ur daughther too with u.I dont want her anymore...
What is this sharon y the hell didnt u come to my house that day itself..No swami i didnt want to trouble u..So where do u reside now?We are staying in a women's hostel.Pack up and come to my house right now.And from now on she is our daughter so lets lead our life.I know what it is to be lonely which is what i have been exp all these years..Atleast now let me take it as a gift from god so i can stay with u for the rest of my life..Thank u so much swami..Anything for u sweet heart..And what about ur parents sharon?Dad died out of heart attack knowing that i have been thrown out. Mom too died two months later..So sad sharon... anyways now we are together and things ll happen good.So meera come lets go to our house..
From then on life changed and they were living happily.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
IDI9 after death :)
(Well what happened to me i just got up from a sleep and as i woke up i could see my monitor blinking at me with this story titled IDI9 after death.)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Vardharaja Perumal Mahautsavam!!!
Monday, June 14, 2010
A TALE OF SUCCESS
Beep....u have got a text message.A hand comes out of a blanket to pick up the phone that vibrated a few seconds back with a beep sound.Hurray!! Mr.K jumps out of the bed with ecstasy and joy in addition with tears about to drop from his eye lashes...
Beep....u have got a text message.A huge hand takes the phone and reads the message with one eye open.common yaar who the f*** has messaged now?!?!?.oops a huge figure(Mr.V) got up.Am i dreaming or something?well i had just a couple of frooti's yesterday..then???shit this Is real got to go...
Beep Beep....with a glow of light on the right pocket of his white blazer which was made of an imported cloth(well he doesn't reveal the material) with a rich finish bordered with golden lining up the sleeves and studded with white stones Mr.R picked up his phone.He just smiled looking at the messages and the phone found its way back to its place.No calls for next half an hour u got that!! and he slammed the office phone.
The security saluted as two bikes passed him with two of them dressed in black blazers .. Mr.V pressed the lift button.Ting!!the lift started its way down.Hi bro i really dont...well i cant believe this...am...The security was watching from the gate that Mr.K and Mr.V are really excited about something..well if my salary gets a boost i can also be glad like them.sighs...
The elevator was coming down and atlast the door opened...
Mr.K born from decent family was an average student with limited friends and spent most of his times in idleness.He was a quite boy not interested in anything particular just passed his days..He happened to get few close friends as he grew up during his days in junior college.Well schooling got over with friends sticking to him as they had been and finally he jumps to B.Tech degree in a college.Well he was just wondering whether it would take him to the right path.phew(no more comments).. Anyways Mr.K continued his course..And finally....
Mr.V with a political backround had a lot of weightage on his side(well i mean in all possible ways:)).He was quite,charming boy with lot of innovativeness.He had lots of ambitions and creativeness in him and was just waiting for someone to explode it.Well with hopes and keeping his fingers crossed he did his schooling and pursued with a degree in Viscom..So life was moving slowly for him but his CLICKS were really faster!!! and he had to get a job in a company and he started making friends there..Ppl liked his company all the time and he had a best set of friends on his schooling too.So continued his magic in the workstation.....And finally...
Well this is what we expected bro and we have made it.Am so damn happy about it lets have a blast!!the lift was taking both Mr.K and Mr.V to 9th floor.Both were so happy and they hugged each other for this success and was waiting for that special moment.The elevator stopped with a little jerk:p.Mr.V said i think the elevator is also so excited.Mr.K laughed and said that jerk is because of over weight bro:)..With gestures being exchanged they proceeded to a room which had a plushy interior and most of the area was occupied with artifacts.So they had to watch their steps..
Mr.V opens the door of the room followed by Mr.K..
Mr.R made his debut a year later after his sibling.Well for a special note she was Mr.K's sister so Mr.R was his brother(cousin).Both of them were so cute and attractive that they grab the attention towards them.So Mr.R was one such guy with a popular name at school and yeah he was like a CREEPER surrounded by his friends one could say fans all the time and he still continues to seize the attention of ppl.After a good schooling he did his B.Com Corp and he was like a tide rushing to the shore everytime with loads of thoughts and creating a happy atmosphere..
And finally....At one point of time Mr.K,Mr.VandMr.R became so close that they started sharing a lot of things.Time passedby giving each of them as many chances that they were so mutually united and were craving for something big to happen..They had their own pains and s they wanted a way out of all this.So what is it that can make heads turn around us was a query among them..The world has got its law that u stay in my place if u have MONEY or u ll be screwed.So were they screwed and so what can be done?..
Mr.V and Mr.K entered the room and Mr.R was waiting with his arms wide open.The three of them hugged each other and greeted for the good news.Mr.R said finally we have achieved our target and we have shaped ourselves well we will be on the big screens live in another 15mins so get ready boys... That is fantastic exclaimed Mr.V and so was a smile on the face of Mr.K.So the press have come lets move to the conference hall.
Door closes..
Life is fucked up dude.Every where it is,MONEY that speaks so what can we do now?Is there anyway to beat this out?..Mr.R said well that can't be done bro.But....We can outplay this fucking logic of world.Mr.K kept watching this conversation..So how is it possible?u wanna try on acting?photography?as our interest is upon media we have had enough with it but still we dont want to give up..So what more?..I don't see any hope out there as all our attempts go in vain.Mr.V was just fuming out all this.Mr.K was a listener in that scene.Mr.R yeah bro nothing seems to be working...MONEY makes everything and gives anything in need. And yeah we dont have so much to pay for others but y not we earn them??.Mr.K was with a puzzled look. Mr.V was fed up with things and after a while each of them dispersed.
The three of them were making their way to the conference hall and it was enthralling..Every step towards the hall was a march of victory and pride of accompalishment.They were nearing the door and omg this is the moment and yes it is right there in front....clicks clicks lights, big mics, being moved right up to the faces too many reporters and they made their way to the seats...All the cameras were focussing them..
With bright lights flashing...
It was June 9th there was a spark that turned lights upon the three of them..It was 4 in the evening and there it began....From 4:01:01 the server was provided with a new outlook,a new era,a new concept that was never seen before came in to existence.Finally a blog was created which made every individual feel the blood run through the spine.The name of the blog itself is self explanatory which brought in as many clicks as possible as soon as it was launched.With 14 members in the blog and with high ratings and likes within a span of 5 days changed the life of them.Like three Musketeers they proceeded with great updates and topics and the blog was creating waves in the internet traffic.The best part of the blog was it was unique and different from others it carried a message on every post and made ppl think about it.So whats the name of the blog???
All Is Well...
Mr.k had a glass of water to bring down his anxiety as it was for the first time he is facing the camera he looked upon the other two they were cool enough and were sporting a attitude which was with pride..well Mr.K on seeing it brought in a smile and now they were ready to shoot out questions...So instead of exam hall this time it was conference hall three of them looked at each other and smiled..So questions were put "UP" and the three answered convincingly...
A reporter asked u really make a difference from other sites and blogs how is that possible?
All three of them said in unison it is because
"WE ARE PPL WHO ARE ONE STEP AHEAD OF IDI8'S"
"AND WE ARE THE IDI9'S".
Alarm snoozes...back to work The Game Never Ends...
Headlines today..
So it was a dream come true for me said Mr.X as this is my first assignment and finally got a chance of taking my crew members for an interview with the IDI9's..It was really great having them speak first on this channel and yeah they are really ONE STEP AHEAD OF IDI8"s. Thanks for watching this program catch you all next week with some interesting facts and interesting interviews.Have a nice day.
40 years later...
wake up hero..Its already 8.30..Mr.V gets up with a little jerk and thinks over about what he had been dreaming..He was able to remember everything and he smiles what a day it was... Thatha u said u ll tell me a story ll u tell me today atleast?...Mr.V smiles at his grandson yeah son sure i have got a big story to tell you:).