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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

RIVER OF LOVE

Will you stay with us??.. Can you stay longer??...Will you be back on christmas???...Can we believe u?...Pls be here by 8 that's when the santa claus will come to meet us....
Yes!! its a promise i ll be with u guys..let's enjoy christmas together...Those words,uttered by me on my b'day was a memorable day..Kudos and hearty thanks to all my friends,well wishers and my elder bro for that wonderful day..Everyone of us,we adore a personality and we like to be as them and live their life...But the situation here was entirely different...Here in this orphanage with kids,grandmoms and children in the age of 10-14 had around 200 ppl being accomodated.I was able to interact with the kids and to them we(me and my friends) were the HERO'S/HEROINES, as they believed we made their day as a unique day from their routine..
Me and my friends we realised this and we could see the happiness on their faces with a twinkle in their eyes...They were so lovely and adorable that we were forced to leave the campus L as it was dark and the children will have to get back to their routine..It was a tough time for us as well as the kids,but we had to depart with questions and promises made as above...
Can u teach us our subjects???...Our teacher's they are harsh at us and wants us to be equipped with books all the time..Who is ur favourite hero???..Can you sing a song for us??..Can we dance together??..Can i tell you a story???....
All these queries and requests still keeps popping in my mind and am i going to keep up my promise?...As i was thinking about it i was able to get in to the world of me being with them,dancing,singing, listening to their stories...This girl ANANDHI she was so intimate to me that she held my hands with so much grip that she didn't want to leave me..Even during her break,she had to drink her milk fast and she came back to see,if i had stayed there a little longer as i had told her..When she was back,i could see the smile and happiness glowing on her face..I was too happy inside as i had held my promise to stay a little longer..She had come back,not simply believing that i would have stayed but she had got me a biscuite,which me and my friends have bought for all these kids..This kindness was overwhelming and filled me in ecstacy...Well this was not the end..One of my pal on seeing me with the biscuite grabbed it saying"what dude you are having without me?"..I told him listen dude i got that biscuite from ANANDHI u better get one more but not this...Before i could finish he had the biscuite in his mouth and it had reached his tummy...With little bit of sadness within,i just looked for ANANDHI who was there right in front of me..She was missing and then all of a sudden she came with one more biscuite saying "HERE ANNA HAVE IT"...I have got no words to describe the feeling that went through me at that moment..It was terrific!! JJ...We gossiped about our studies,heroes,heroines,teachers...As time passed we were to depart and now here i am still thinking of it...What about the promise???...
Well i hope i ll keep up my words and with more fun awaiting upon me,let me share this small thought...
"EVERYONE TAKES WATER FROM RIVER BUT RIVER NEVER FEARS OF LOSING ANYTHING!!"
PLEASE HELP THE PPL AROUND YOU OF WHAT YOU ARE BESTOWED WITH..

Monday, November 1, 2010

"FESTIVAL OF LIGHTS"



Hi folks!!!..My name is SINDHU and i have been enjoying the paradise of my life and ofcourse its counter part..But most of the time i live my life the way that no one could match me!!..I am proud to say this,as i have got my own space of living and there is my family to show me love and care...Well my routine is to keep myself awake most of the time,remain alert and have always got the mood of playing whatever the time maybe!!!..I hope by now you would have guessed who i am....Yes i am a dog!!..To make it more nice,i would recommend the word "PET"..Well i belong to the SPITZ variety and i am really fortunate to have a lovely family,where i have got my mom who is so fond of me and keeps interacting with me all the time,while my grand father keeps me engaged by playing,grand mom she feeds me with food and last but not the least my boss/brother/owner cuddles,plays,act strict when needed and hell o yeah!! i do what he says or i will have to face the consequences!?!?! which all of u might know...

BOW!!..BOW!!..Three more days and its DIWALI!!-festive time...Gosh i really dont no what to say???...Diwali its time for crackers,sweets,new clothes and happy moments being filled with light...That's really fabulous to talk about..Fabulous in the sense its sweet for folks like you all..Whereas for me except the sweet and savouries....Oh my god!! the crackers!!!its creapy and it brings the shit out of my ass!!!...I really dont no what to do about it L..
This is the first Diwali ever since my birth and i am going to face this so called bombs,wallas,bijili's,flowerpots,rockets all together on a single day!!..Its gonna be a mega package a mela indeed...Its the second year of mine in this house and fortunately i had to skip the diwali last time as i was born later...But this time i have got no option but to face it...(moans!!)
With JAMUN,savouries and other special items to keep me pumped up i have got this crackers  to bring about the voltage drop in me!!...Its not only about me but also to my mate JIMMY he is my neighbour who cares a lot for me...But me on the other hand have got nothing for him in return..I really feel sad for not mingling with him because he is a street/house dog..So during this time i am sure that none of my street mates can be seen,as they will all be out of town for next three to five days on a vacation!!A vacation out of fear!!...Anyways my fellow mates are free from this noise and pollution whereas i am stuck!!!which means its gonna be a singleman's show!!!actually singlewomen's show...This keeps me frustrated and here i am sitting in the corridor confused?!?!....
Anyways since its the first time i am celebrating DIWALI let me do the dew!!.. JJJ
I wish all the folks out there A HAPPY DIWALI!!!..(BARKS!!)

Monday, October 11, 2010

Show time

Cling cling..cycle bell rings..."The Hindu" flies on air for a few seconds and lands on the 1st floor..A man who is approximately 50 yrs old picks the paper...
(Last call as per my invites...)Vanakam Machi!!!..Long time...no see.. How about we catch up this weekend???...Hmm..hmm..I dont care about ur plans i want u this sat..Be there..Venue is Tiger woods located on the east coast road..bye!!!..
Phew...Finally all calls are over...As per my invitations,am expecting around 30 ppl to gather..Its gonna be a rock show...Yippe!!!..Turning off the room light rahul gets in to the blanket and sleeps...
Saturday Night..
Boom BOOM boom...Glasses raised high in air..Cheers!!!was the call of every soul gathered to wealth,health and tonight's party!!!...
The party was a full package of booze,cocktails,dance,food,tobacco and what not??....Everything was in plenty and bottles were aligned in cases....All varieties of scotch,whisky,brandy was twinkling with the laser lights...The bar-tender was at his best!!,serving cocktails and mocktails in a stylish manner!!,such as glasses doing back flip,sommersaults etc...As this was happening, on the dance floor was a girl who was hypnotised with the trans music played and she was glued to the music,making moves and curves with her body..She was quite extraordinary as she was dancing non-stop and changing her moves according to the songs..Let it be jazz,rock,or even "KUTHU" songs..Eye brows raised and all eyes were upon her!!!..All that was running through her blood was to dance and dwell at the moment..Admiring all her moves throughout was a young chap,who badly wanted to get in touch with her..But sadly She hated any men other than her boyfriend..Oops that broke his heart for her,but not for the next round of beer!!!..Coming to the food section the menu card read..Chappati,panner butter masala,chicken65,fish fry,fried rice,chicken kuruma,curd rice,salad...Looking at the menu alone will fill the stoamch...But that's not the case here..Ppl were hogging and piling for the food..The reason was,the taste...It was simply mouth watering and fabulous...The Living room as well the dining were occupied by bottles,cigrattes,tobacco...Every soul that had gathered had their feet raised above the ground...Nobody was in their real sense,afterall its a party and ppl around each of them are their own friends.."LIMITS"-this single word was definitely out of their dictionary untill next morning..Girls who had gathered were proving their "RIGHTS" equal to men in fags and drinks...With all this happening in each corner of the house,in the balcony was a couple and the lady love's birthday was the main reason for this mass gathering..She was filled with joy and ecstacy with her boy friend(rahul) and friends gathered around her..Infact one could see the pride of love in the eyes of the couple...The party was on full gear with DJ mixing the sound...
It was "high" time and accidently a window was shattered...It was not the end...There were many glasses found broken at every nook and corner of the house..No one was in a state of realisation to avoid any more breakage..The broker who had rented was waiting for hours for his pay,but all his wait was in vain as he couldn't get any money..But now he got a solid reason to claim the money...The breakage as well as the no of ppl gathered was surplus in amount..This issue grew bigger and bigger as time passed and finally rahul who hosted this party was trying to settle things off temporarily,by giving him some amount..But the broker demanded his money and now friends gathered inside started coming out and each and every one claimed about their contacts and wealth..They were just freaking out their names with all possibile big shots and politicians..But the issue was unsettled...One among the friends who was completely out of his senses raised his hands on the broker..Infact there was one more fellow who raised a sword and he started moving it swiftly in air..
Now comes the change in scenario..The broker who was quite and was claiming his money by talk decided to speak by action..Gaining support from a local guy he made sure that he gained contol in the scene..The local guy was armed with a wooden log and he was ready to see bloody meat anytime..All he was waiting was,for the call from broker..The broker now made a call to the police and he wanted everyone to vacate within half an hour and also with his settlement done...Practically speaking no one was in their senses to keep a step forward..Rahul begged and tried to calm the broker..Meanwhile the two friends who raised hands and sword were out of the scene..Not to leave they had taken the money which rahul had planned to give the broker sometime back..Few minutes later P.C had come and now things were out of Rahul's hands....The person who broke the window was absconded and 3 cases were missing along with these fellows..Rahul was left empty handed not even with beer!! but ready for a handcuff!!..
The headlines read-A Real Farewell To A Bunch Of Guys!!!.It was all about youngesters partying hard late night,getting cranked and caught by police.....
25years back..
"Friend in need is a friend in deed"-Setting an example to this proverb was a friend named robin..Taking control from rahul he had to talk the reality of what would happen if its going to be a case...He stated that it will not only affect Rahul and his family but all the ppl gathered..All their lives will be at stake..Handing it over to the police is not going to bring any gain to u mani(broker)..Lets settle this peacefully..All this he had to talk in a way which was lighter and acceptable for mani and his men...Let both of us share the pleasure of benefit and joy...After few more talks and driving away the policeman,the party continued with big cheers from MANI and Robin!!..
Partying is not an offence but how its been done matters!!!.Its better to be in sense and to enjoy the party by knowing the limits!!!..This was the thought that ran through my mind during the last cheers!!!...
Dialling Robin..Machi see the headlines..Remember the same kind of scenario 25yrs back??..Thanks You so much Robin if it was not u that day i really don't no,if i would be calling u now...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Trauma

A diary wrapped in a black cover,all its pages read one thing...


30 years back..
Andrew and Sweety-lovely married couple.Its been almost a year of their marriage and sweety is pregnant.Chennai is the place where they live and andrew is a business man.Most of the time sweety is alone with andrew doing business.Time passby and its the fourth month of her pregnancy...Dr advices her to take in healthy food and be free from anxiety and sensitive emotions..
Both of them are happy about the condition of the baby and four more months pass by without any emotional inconvenience.They have decided to name their baby Alex as they were sure it was a boy.They had this strong belief or maybe an instinct.Likely when they say alex,sweety would feel a kick,a josh in her.Sometimes,the kick will be hard that sweety would say... I think alex will become a football star..They were so passionate with each other and expressed the same to alex.
Its the last month of gestation and sweety was eagerly awaiting the day for alex,who will look at the world with his very own eyes..Sweety was excited...It was 9pm and the final pain a mother would experience in the last stages of pregnancy has come and sweety was taken to the hospital.Andrew was there nearby telling her hold on sweety we are going to see our "Alex".Whispering it in her ears,he kissed her fore-head and left the room.After 20 minutes a nurse came out congratulating "you are blessed with a son"and sweety is also fine..One more thing baby is healthy and he weighs 8 pounds!!
Hearing this andrew was filled with happiness and deep down in his heart,he was telling alex we knew its gonna be you.Anyways thanks for not disappointing us..The nurse told him to see alex after ten minutes.He started calling his relatives to share the happy news..After talking to quite a few ppl,he went inside the room.Sweety was in her consciousness with baby beside her.But surprisingly she was not looking at the baby instead she was facing andrew walking inside and with tears flowing out.With a puzzled look andrew came close to her and next second his face also had to shrink and become pale.He kissed her and left the room.The baby started crying and the relatives who had come to see the baby,also reacted the sameway..None of them lifted the baby and gave comfort..All of them felt one thing...
A diary wrapped in a black cover,all its pages read one thing...
"I AM BLACK"
There is deadman in the cell,lying flat on the floor with black robes over him and a diary nearby...Reports certify that he has died due to heart attack and he is a traumatic patient admitted 20 years back...
Andrew and sweety both of them were fair and with all the above dreams of baby being boy,footballer,alex etc they had got deep in their minds for their baby to be born "fair".They were not able to digest but anyways,time passed with no love and affection for alex..
The fact of being "BLACK"had penetrated deep in to alex that where ever he is seen,ppl would comment on his colour.Even ppl darker than him will tease and this very thought kept pricking him so deeply..He had his schooling in anglo-indian community where most of them were white and he had this issue on complextion.Ppl at school called him "NIGGER"...He grew up being reserved and complicated though he liked football and he wanted to learn it.But there again ppl were critising his colour,bringing an end to football...Alex grew up,but in his mind he was stuck with the thought of being black and that no one would love him at any cost.After 2 years this TRAUMA grew so intensively that he became mentally unstable and he stopped schooling...He was admitted in a mentally aided centre...
FCD-Fundamental Child Decison:-The fcd plays a vital role in the life of a child especially during the first 6yrs from birth.During this time,the child can learn at a very fast pace and it tries to mean what it sees,thereby it becomes a program for the child throughout...However this is bound to be stronger during the first 6hrs after the child had made its way out of the mother.Grooming a child is not an easy task anything like the case above can happen if decisons are of the negative shades..

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Unfold the pain

I texted my bro saying its done pls check the mail.Waiting for his reply,i closed my eyes to relax.
A cute couple graduating their B.E degree fell in love with each other and like all they started dating,hangouts,movies etc..Life was wonderful for them and they were the most happening couple of the college.Anyone from their college will identify them,as they were so cute and attractive.The love they had for each other,it was so genuine and romantic.Like that of the movie,there was no opposal from both the families and it was planned that after their degree they can have their engagement.Both of them were from a well to do family and life was settled with no worries to keep them strangled.
(Oops we all have to know the couple's name right???it's Gautham and Priya..)
One fine day they had been out,to one of their friend's house,as their parents were out of station.They all planned to booze and watch a movie..."KAL HONA HO" movie was screened on the big lcd.By the end of the movie,everyone had tears,as it was such a FEEL GOOD movie..Getting out off little sobs and hugs,gautham and priya made their way back home.They were on the bike discussing about the movie, the love of SHARUKH KHAN and ZINTA and the emotions behind each scene..All of a sudden, the bike came to a halt.Gautham had jammed the breaks a little hard,so as to bring the bike to a halt.Police constable held out the wooden stick on the headlamp of the bike..Getting down from the bike he asked gautham for his license,address,documents...Listen up gautham you are filed with a case for over speeding.You will have to pay 1000rs as penalty.Hearing this priya started shouting at the police man saying this is unfair!!!..We were coming at a speed of 45-50kmphr,on an empty OMR road and it was you sir,who all of a sudden,out of nowhere jumped from the dark and held ur stick right in front of us. we cant pay the money you ask.The policeman got tensed and there were two more constables accompanying him.All of them said madam watch out!!!..You will regret if you are going to talk the same way anymore.
Gautham also joined the conversation and the policeman raised his stick to hit him.Getting himself back a little,he shouted sir behave yourself.Immediately the constable who was addressing,filed a case and he handed him the charge sheet.It was not the end..He asked for priya's license and he started questioning her very badly.Getting things above head,Priya shouted!!!..Sir this is the limit and if one more question is to spill out from ur mouth,i am gonna slipper you right up the face!!!.
Gautham was taken by the other two constables and he was tortured with lots of question's and proofs.Looking at Priya and she getting in trouble made him worse in proving.Deciding to settle things off with money he took out his wallet.But to his surprise there was no cash and all he had was his debit card.He told those two constables that he would draw cash and give them.As he was telling them priya uttered this dialougue of slapping the policeman..
Now world seemed to be hell for them..Immediately the constable asked her to get inside the car.He told her that he is arresting her for drugs and is taking her under custody.Priya was full on with tears and she was trembling now.The constable shouted at her to get inside the car which almost jerked her off.He called out the other two of them to get inside and gautham was trying to talk and settle this out. The constable who commanded priya and was addressing gautham in the beginning threw the license,charge sheet and took of the bike key.Priya got herself in to the car before anything worse could happen.Gautham tried to stop and he got a solid blow with the stick.Kneeling down with pricking pain and before he could move the car was gusting out thick smokes on his face.All he could see was the car's Registration No.
His friend came for his rescue and gautham narrated him of what happened shortly..Later Gautham said we will check out for the nearest police station and give a complaint to trace out for the car.Parking his bike in a corner they swiftly moved to the nearest station.Explaining them of what had happened took nearly half an hour.Then they waited for 15 mins to know which station exactly is the car from..Knowing it they zoomed and before all this,gautham kept calling priya's mobile which was unanswered.Finally gautham and his friend reached the spot and a glow was seen on the face of gautham looking at the car.He ran straight to the constable he had met,said sorry for what had happened and paid the fine.Then he asked for priya to let her go.The constable said i had to free her some 20mins back.And by now she would be returning back home..Thanking the policeman gautham came out of the station getting his bike keys..He was calling her mobile...He kept calling continuously and she didnt pick up.Finally after 15 minutes she picked up and said gautham come near the road where ISCKON TEMPLE is pls come fast dont ask me anything pls...Gautham immediately asked his friend to catch an auto which was there in front of the station to get his bike and he told him that he would go get priya.Gautham was driving so fast and he reached the spot in ten minutues.Getting down from the bike,he called priya to tell her,he is there on spot and is waiting for her..She then asked him to turn.
It was a pavement,there was a tree which was giving the shade so as to prevent the light of the moon falling on her.He was able to see her and make out by her shadow.When he went close enough to see,it brought him a breath taking shock...He fell down on his knees,with eyes wet and adam's apple struggling to control the out burst of anger, he shouted with pain in his heart.She was assaulted sexually by the constables and she was terribly in pain..Immediately he gave her his dress to cover up and took her to the hospital for first aid.Gautham went and complained to the police station nearby to the hospital and they didnt bother to listen..Instead they laughed at me and pointed their fingers on me that i would have made this assault on priya.Left with shame alone,after two days Priya committed suicide..Unable to lead a life from there on, 3 years later,Gautham died of liver failure as he got addicted to alcohol...
To avoid such incorigible happenings,lets learn some laws...There is a law which clearly states that between 6pm to 6am,a woman has the right to refuse to go to the police station even if an arrest warrant is issued.
Ppl pl do take an initiative to spread this message.It can save a life!!!.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Unleash

World is so small and i see it through my mom's eyes and i get the warmth of secured feeling  from my dad.I feel this world to be safe as long as they are with me..With all this excitement  i kick inside the womb.The nourishment from my mom is quite regular,though she keeps me at stake very rarely,wherein i would feel like my world is coming to an end.Whatever it is,i am fuelled and i enjoy my stay in the womb with full racing spirits!!!
My dad keeps telling me that i am the best and i could beat anyone who comes up with a challenge.I too have a strong feeling about it and i think i am the man of his words!!!..He says i drive him like crazy and he talks about me to his friends most of the time saying i am unique and special to him and am his is rockstar!!!.Well i am glad to have a proud father and my mom is also equally proud which i could feel from the love,nourishment and care i get from her..
To me,the life i see is full on with competition and i love to face them with a challenge.Speed is what drives me and keeps me pumped up!.I sense thousands of babies like me, having the same thought as mine and they also take part in the race.We babies live a life which is full of race and our triumph is being the best!!!.
My mom and dad they are in the middle of a heavy traffic and there was one more couple next to them on a pulsar 200,with acceleration raised high and the signal to go green.My dad was smiling inside,as he knew that this fellow is on the mood of racing and he is inviting him for the party..So i was just shouting from inside,dad u got to win him,just get on ur nerves and feel the heat!!!..My sweet dad sensed me and he was also ready with his rev high..5 more seconds for the signal to go green and the tension was building up and i could sense the heat as i was also nervous as well geared up to taste success..4-3-2-1 go!!!..The front wheel was facing the sky and fuck my dad was just zooming and not to leave the pulsar,it was also on the same mode of action but not as high as my dad was..It was on this second gear that my dad crouched himself flat on the tank and throttle was high with rpm hitting 8.5 there was the gear shift and my dad was a feet ahead with pulsar tailing fast.It was an empty road of 400 metres stretch for the next signal and my dad's display was showing him that he is on 90kmphr and it was so close that pulsar was getting to the side,with its front wheel to the level of my dad's knee ..I was so damn tensed and excited that my pulse was high and i could feel the flow of blood travelling all over me...It was next signal and my dad made it with seconds sparing the victory over the pulsar.My dad raised his thumbs up in the air and said that was close and indeed good driving..The pulsar guy too said yeah it was really great!!!..
After the signal turned green again my dad lead the bike to the petrol bunk.I was so happy and proud that i was kicking in the womb to make my mom feel it..Filling up the petrol my mom and dad complimented saying baby you are so awesome and we love you so much and they kissed on the tank...That was the best compliment i would ever get in my life..With happiness filled to the core...
This is APACHE RTR FI(baby/engine) signing off with a proud owner Kaushik(mom/dad) who always keeps me so close to his heart!!!..
vroom!!!...

Monday, August 30, 2010

"FINAL DESTINATION"

Pom pom...School van honks in front of the house and sagar gets down from it.His mom meena opens the door for him to get inside.Grand dad was busy snoring on the inclined chair and buddy his dog started jumping on sagar with love..Playing with buddy for sometime sagar goes for a bath.As he was showering himself he started making plans for the rest of his day..Getting his new shorts and shirts he dressed himself and left for play..Before leaving he told mom,you know what it is tomorrow so am gonna enjoy every second from now..She nods her head with tears flushing out of the corners..Grand-dad who was listening to this conversation,got up all of a sudden,dressed himself and went out.Meena who was all alone,also decided to have a change in her routine.. so she dialled Sahil's no..Sahil is her husband and picking his call from his wife,he said sure honey will be home in half an hour...
Opposite to their house,there is a drunker who is all the time high and he lives in his own world..But he is a good man,who never troubles the neighbours.He got up and next moment he was not there in that place.After 45 minutes Sahil's chevrolet cruze came to a halt in front of the house.As he entered the house sagar,meena and grand-dad were ready neatly dressed..Sagar was telling something in a whisper...Dad tomorrow???...Yes son,i know..i know..dont worry about it,we will make it...Exchanging smiles,sahil went to refresh himself and after it was done the cruze parked outside,disappeared taking all of them for dinner..
After the sumptuous dinner,they reached home late and it was 12 when they hit the bed.Unable to sleep,sagar called out his dad,who was sleeping beside with his back shown.He turned to his son's call and asked him what?Sagar asked him dad tomorrow is the "LAST DAY" and are you sure we can make it???...Don't worry sagar we will make it for sure and i hope it will be our "MEMORABLE DAY".But dad did u check out the paper?it says "THE FINAL DAY OF EARTH COMES TO AN END"...Sagar i too noticed it and i hope we will make it..Okay dad and am not going for school tomorrow i believe even u are not going to office..Yes son am on leave...Hearing to their conversation meena was on tears..Making sure that both of them didnt notice,she changed her position and after sometime everyone fell asleep..
Next day morning,grand-dad handed a lump of cash to Sahil and said let's enjoy today.Hugging his dad Sahil vented out his emotions..After emotional greetings with all family and friends they went out for a long ride.Before they could go,a strange person neatly dressed was standind nearby the car.As they were to get in to the car,this fellow asked Sahil if he could also join them.Looking at him for quite sometime,Sahil realised it was the drunker, who had turned himself with a new outlook for the last time..Feeling good and happy for this change,he said okay come and sit in the car...
Next day afternoon there was explosions in the city,volcanic eruptions,and to wash away the whole place in seconds,there was this huge tsunami and everything was swept off with no one left behind..In fraction of seconds the whole world was witnessing the same calamities from nature and everywhere there was water and fire taking part in this final stages..No human race or any living creature survived..But that was not true,as many thousands of them survived and they had to begin their new age,new life from "CAPE OF GOODHOPE in AFRICA".
Finally Meena was happy and glad that they had been for an outing after a vey long time and sagar was so happy that he was able to see the movie which was suppose to be the last day of screening as printed in papers(FINAL DAY OF EARTH COMES TO AN END!! WATCH 2012 IF YOU HAVE NOT...GRAB YOUR TICKETS NOW!!!) and Sahil was also relaxed,felt a new surge of energy after continous work schedule..Last but not the least grand-dad was happy to watch a movie in theatre after 20 years of gap..And the drunker was back to his place after the movie...Everything happened so smoothly but everyone of them still have a question running in their minds..
"WHAT IF THE WORLD IS GOING TO COME TO AN END?"....

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Encounter

Good morning sir!!!you have got a special case to handle and i request you to finish it as early as possible.Its a secret operation and sir u will have to execute it really fast.. if u r going to miss this chance,then we all might have to hear the cries and yells of several thousands of people.So the lives of innocents are in ur hands.I hope u will know what to do..All the best!!!.
Getting my new assignment from Inspector,i was walking out of his room.My graduation tells me i am an I.P.S candidate but am taking charge as a constable in the T-15 police station porur.I have handled many encounters and am also one among the specialists.My true calibre is known only to few.Covering myself with a false outlook,here i have an assignment to complete.Nothing new,its an addition to my encounter's lists but my heart says something strange is going to happen,during this encounter.This got to be memorable for me..With a smile and a good feel that i have achieved something in life,i was sitting on my bed analyzing the case.
The case is about a person who involves himself in paralysing people.He has got no definite name for himself,as he travels with different names all over the world.He is strange because he causes pain to people for a period of time,say one week or so.. but the impact of pain is incorrigible.He tortures people to the core that he changes the entire routine of living starting from bath,feeding,and sleep..Sounds silly right??but on enquiring the victims,all they have got to say is "PRAY THE ALMIGHTY THAT U DON'T FACE HIM".. and asking about his outlook,they say they were not able to figure out and moreover to make a note,he never talks...People just go crazy that they feel even death is better..This psychopath causes all this pain for no personal gain but pleasure..He has been doing rounds in chennai for quite a while and its time for me to get into action..
After meticulous planning and sketching out for the encounter,i was all set to knock him down.I began my spree of search all alone,as it had been my trademark and belief.As i was looking out for him,i had to loitre the whole city.A big hindrance to my search was this rain, which was pouring most of the time.Its non-seasonal time for rain to come and it was blocking my way.But still i had to proceed to execute him.One day,as i was on the search for him,it was cloudy from the morning...The weather was good and breezy,i dint wear my jerkins thinking it will not rain on that day..The whole of morning went off and by afternoon it started raining and i was completely drenched..Feeling dejected that i was not able to find him even today,i was drying myself..
Hours passed and i sensed a sudden drift in my body conditions..My body temperature rose up,my taste buds started tasting in a weird manner,my body started aching,my eyes were burning,hands and legs became chill...Gulping DOLO-650 in a few moments,i was on my bed covered with blanket.My mind was all filled with only one thought that i should catch the phycopath and knock him down..The very same thought kept running in my mind and i fell asleep.I woke up next day morning,with every above symptoms 100% higher..Once again i was on my bed,drained off with energy..Two days up and still am on my bed..None of my plans are working out and everything is in vain..As i was thinking of what can be done??? something struck my mind....
My mom she saved my day beacuse she had to give me that tablet which is atleast keeping my brain active to think...But i got to stop the maniac.I needed a change in the plan and this time i will definitely finish him..Moon was glowing and i was thinking of an alternative by lying down on the bed.Temp was 102degrees and i was more in to depression..At that moment my dad had called and he informed mom about a tablet(DOLO-COLD),which DR had prescribed him for cold and fever.He had asked me to try it,as it worked out for him.My mom she had to purchase the tablet,as told by my dad and i took it after having a small bowl of rice...Having it,i was on my bed covered with blanket and i was still feeling cold..
After few hours i got up from my bed to have my dinner..To my surprise i was sweating and the whole of my back was drenched and my pillow was wet too...I had regained a little bit of energy and feeling happy about it,i had my dinner which was tasteless...Though it was tasteless,i was happy that i am out of this temperature,which means i will be alright very soon...
Something struck my mind...
I have been looking out for him,but finally he is in me and he has started his physcotic treatment on me!!!..Fuck all this time i didnt realise this and am under his control for the past two days..This time it was my DAD's instinct,which brought me success..Informing the INSPECTOR(Kaushik) about the success and asking a day off from duty,i hung up the phone.Next day morning,i got up with body aches,which we call as the post fever symptoms..I thought i could rest for a day and get back to my schedule..Feeling proud and satisfied...I the CONSTABLE(Immune System) of T-15 police station porur,is hereby submitting the details of the Encounter involving "THE VIRUS"...
Weapons used during the encounter DOLO 650-6,DOLO COLD-1.....

Monday, August 16, 2010

"THE PRIDE OF AN INDIAN"

Bloodshed,gunshots,slaughters,pain,scarcity,fear of survival,caste,poverty,and what not every possible forms of disorderness took birth in the sands of our MOTHER NATION-INDIA after the invasion of the BRITISH.INDIA-a land known for love,prosperity,resources,wealth,health,spirutuality,culture is now left with bits and pieces of it.
Developed Nation-The moment we read this or hear it we are reminded of the BRITISH and the UNITED STATES.Because they are the rulers of the world at present and as been a dominating force for several decades..But when we look in to the history all we have studied is the Mugal rule-its decline and the invasion of the BRITISH..Behind this there is a hidden history which many text books doesn't reveal.
All of us when we study history at school,we come across INDIA being looted by the british of its wealth.But the price of the loot,no one is aware of or do we bother to know,because we are enjoying our 63rd independance!!!..Many have sacrificed their lives for this freedom and we only remember the fighters and saviours of our country.But we dont realise the value for which our country is worth being fought for freedom..
The hidden history will reveal INDIA to be the richest country in the world in terms of wealth,resources,technology,development,culture,spirituality..The BRITISH or the US that we worship now as leaders of the world,were big time beggars and losers because at present of whatever state they are,the soul reason for their development is INDIA.
INDIA AT ITS BEST!!!


INDIA was the best manufacturer of steel in the world..The quality of steel that they produced made the british dumbstruck because they never expected such a progress from a INDIA which was supposed to be a village for the BRITISH.In the field of textiles there were 1000's to 2000 mills easily and the cloth that were being produced were of such high quality..We topped even in shipping and not to leave AGRICULTURE we were UNBEATABLE in the quantity and quality of grains produced..The culture,spirituality,everything was a class apart that the whole world had to look upon INDIA with awe..Bestowed with so much of resources INDIA never boasted itself and thought about DOMINANCE..The americans had their role by taxing heavily for the goods being imported and the britishers were generous in paying the taxes however big,because it was all our money!!..This way the americans were benefited and on the other hand the britishers forced the ppl of our country to purchase the cloths manufactured by them,which is applicable to bear the cold in their place.Our men were forced to buy inspite of the hot climate,so as to drain the wealth in every possible way..We served as the backbone for their development in textile industry,steam engines,agriculture,mining etc..The BRITISHERS made us believe that their culture,wealth,resources are the best in the world and all that we are gifted with,is no way of equivalence in their standards.. This very thought ruined us and it had to spread like a virus that we became their slaves for 200 years!!!...The picture down will give us an insight of how resourceful we really were..


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On the whole the wealth looted alone will account for about ONE TRILLION DOLLARS!!!irrespective of the raw materials,gold,diamonds etc..Having been looted so much with leftovers and remains we have developed so much and the development is still reaching greater heights with no stepping back..Instead of calling ourselves as"DEVELOPING NATION" lets name our nation to be the "FUTURISTIC NATION"because we are the ROOT and all other nations are the BRANCHES that have grown from this gifted root.Inspite of all the ugly past we promote PEACE and we strive for it..Having taken birth in such a wonderful land i salute the NATION and also my LEADERS who fought for INDEPENDANCE  which is rightfully ours...Let us all be proud to be an INDIAN and let the Power of INDEPENDANCE spread all over!!!..
JAI HIND!!!..

Thursday, August 12, 2010

THE STOLEN HEART

Her body was found in two pieces..She was stripped completely,mishandled and scratches all over her back..One good thing was she had her breadth..Looking at me she asked "WHO ARE YOU?"..On examination it was confirmed that she has lost all her memories and life for her will be like a fresh leaf.
Luptup...Luptup....Panting hardly my heart was feeling the pressure in its walls...It was like,anytime it would explode to pieces...My love is gone..She is no more mine...She left me for no reason..Its not that she wanted to leave me,but i really don't no why all this is happening to me...My life is fucked up and i was standing alone with a weird feeling that am the only soul in this planet..My loneliness grew up to such an extent that i didn't even realise that i have climbed one floor upstairs to my lab...
She was such a cute girl that the minute u see her,i bet all the guys out there u will definitely fall in love with her..She is so cool,beautiful,eye catching...The minute she appears all our eyes will turn on her..So lovely was my angel...But she is no more with me now..I am missing her so badly that i just want to go behind her and tell her "I LOVE YOU"for one last time..But i was unfortunate..Life of mine changed in seconds...just in flash of seconds...Every second of my life was wonderful and fascinating with her throughout..Now the pain that she will never be mine is really undigestable...
We had been in a relationship for 3months and 15days but the memories...omg its been like 3 decades..We made our official proposal on 14th of april and like all couples we started dating,hangouts,movies,night talks,etc..We got so close and our love for each other kept blooming(touchwood)....It was spring season all these days and it was this day 29th of july that she broke up and now i am all alone....
"Time for autumn!!!"...
It was lunch time and i had been in my lab carrying out my experiment.Finishing it,i came down to my class to take my baggages..As i was about to leave,i got this unbelievable and unimaginable news that she is no more interested in our relationship and she is not ready to declare it straight on my face.Feeling dejected and thinking what might be the reason for this sudden blast,i climbed upstairs for my lab..
There was a small commotion about this issue among my classmates as they all knew how much i loved her..Infact one of my best friend who had to tell me this news started crying and a guy who is hated by almost half the class started consoling and was trying to bring the situation under control.It was surprising for me to see him do this for me,as i dont talk much with this guy.Anyways things moved slowly for me as i missed her so badly that i wanted to lie on her shoulders and say sorry if i had hurt her by any chance...Bell rang and it was the end of the day..I was filled with memories and the love we had for each other and thinking all that i was making my way back home.Before i reached home i just made a call to the guy who's been hated the most in our class..Our conversation was short and all i told him was "GIVE HER BACK" or you face the consequences...
"Spring Again!!!"
Next day morning as i was entering my classroom with not much of life i saw a group of girls discussing something in the corridor.Placing my bag in my place,i was just having a talk with my friend.As i was talking i heard a voice calling out my name.Looking for who had called me,i was just standing in front of those girls.One of them sprang up and her voice high!!! all she said was Kaushik "you are not going to miss your love,as she is only for you and you alone!!!"..There was an adrenaline rush and i was flying high on spirits..I got my darling back!!!..I felt like all this time i had been dreaming....My heart started singing "SHE STOLE MY HEART,SHE STOLE MY HEART,SHE STOLE MY LITTLE LITTLE HEART.."
LOVE YOU SAMSUNG CORBY!!!..

Monday, August 9, 2010

GARBAGE

Getting up early in the morning,hurrying up to work,struggling hard to the workplace,looking at the same old friends,same people..gosh life is boring!!!...
Years passby..(time for refreshment)we get in to a new place for betterment and there again we get in to relationships with new faces,out of which only few last..We meet our old buddies once in a while,as time passes,it changes to "once in a blue moon" and finally we end up with a thought,hey i have seen this guy some where...But where?!?!?!...
We are leading a monotonous life like a machine.We claim that we enjoy,but that again is going to be very little and we end up in something or the other landing us in a pathetic situation..Leading such a hectic life we sometime feel what is the purpose of life and what am i doing by living on this planet..We get weird feelings of ending up life or maybe worse for some,where we try keeping full stops to our fellow matesJ,as we dont have the guts to do it to oneself...With all such commotions we still relish the way we live and we proudly call this whole shitty thing to be wonderful..Everybody is either out of positive thoughts or we dont even know what is positive feeling all about.Extreme levels of thoughts surrounds us and we remain in the shell filled with depression and unhappiness..All of us,we never try to come out of this shell and we continue to be in this womb through out,finally we end up giving our body which is worthless to nature...On analysing,all we can find is negativity and some crap or the other wherein we dont care for others..We remain in the shell that we dont find time to know about our own self..Finding truth bitter and hard to digest we deviate from it and finally all we have got is nothing but same old shit.No one is ready to watch the truth and realise the fact that is hidden beneath.All we have got is to say we are right in every aspect and we keep fighting with this false thought believing it to be the truth..The care,love for others,spending time for the betterment of others,all that never pops in to our mind.Even if it pops up we contradict it strongly with our own problems piling up ever since our birth..
Advices are given in plenty and we do make it a point to kill others with it but none of us are following the advices we hear or we preach.Everyone of us does things exactly the opposite way that is not to be done..When it comes to self we do things that is sure to bring us lumps of shit because we always remain in the false interpretation and call it to be the truth.Leaving all this idiotic crap behind and to live life the way it should be lived lets watch the real truth and accept the fact that "yes i am nothing but a pile of garbage".
Once we are in to this realization we will get positive thoughts and thereby everyone around us will also feel the positive vibes thereby making oneself as well ppl around us happy...By doing so we will really start living and life will be heaven filled with ecstacy..Lets all make an effort not to just read this article but also extend our thoughts in accepting the real truth..
All the best guys hope we all realise and live happily!!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Monday, July 26, 2010

THE INCEPTION

With a good exhaust note and smoke piling up the air i was on my bike and it was terrific clearing the traffic quite fast.Gearing up my hayabusa on the highways of 'NEW'york,full on,with my biking gear and zooming through the gaps,my rpm meter was reverbating..After a while i could hardly see any traffic tailing me and i was burning my rubbers on the tarmac at 200km/hr.Oh my god what control and speed..Fantabulous!! appreciating my skill of handling the bike with ease,I entered my bungalow,parked my bike in the shed and entered the living room..I could see my parents watching a movie on the 21"flatron led,hung up on the tv room...I was able to hear gun shots and guessing it to be an action movie i headed to bathroom with my bath robes for a shower...Having a good shower i was on the table for a mug of hot,dark-chocolate milk..Yummy..drinking every possible drop in the mug,finally i gave up with a little bit of choclate sticking on the sides,in the dish washer.Outside my bungalow is a lawn fenced with beautiful flowering plants and the whole building is surrounded by trees making every possible angle plushy.Watching it from the sit out of my room,i was enjoying the silence and fresh air..With my eyes closed,relaxing,i fell asleep..Hearing to the horn from my dad's audi q6 i got up with a jerk....
It was 7:00AM in the morning...Getting up i stretched my arms and to my disappointment i was standing in my room,sweat dripping from my fore head,sensing the humidity and barks of my dog hell oh yeah am in CHENNAI and i have to get ready for my day in college..Looking up for the time i hurried and grasping my bike keys fast i was rushing down the stairs for my ride to college.As i was driving something struck my mind...how nice it would be if am on a Hayabusa and the road am driving is the highways of NEWYORK??.Feeling something hard have struck my head i realised that it was my dream last night to posses a Hayabusa and enjoying life in a bunglow...Cherishing my dream i reached college and my day went off as usual..Evening as i was watching tv around 8 i heard the horn of my dad's car as a sign of indication that he has come..Immediately i realised that i got up today morning to the same horn and it was not from audi but chevrolet spark....Once again cherishing my dream for few seconds i was back to my routine and ended up on my bed.Trying to sleep and after having a tough time i was all of a sudden back in to the thought of my dream and reality.Comparing both i was just wishing for something like that to happen in reality..As this processing was taking place i got an insight.
Dreams....Like the clouds in the sky,dreams flow through our mind.Most of the time in our sleep we get dreams.But the genre of dreams varies based on the mood and the state of mind as we go to sleep.But generally if we analyse a DREAM is something which is NOT REAL but if it is for REAL then we would say life on planet earth is HEAVEN.But dreams do happen to turn out as reality and everyone of us would have experienced this trans in our life.Maybe not on a large scale but atleast for small petty things..Dreams are actually the reflection of the unfolded reality stored in our sub-conscious mind.Based on the emotion and the charge for the thought,we dream when we sleep.If its a positive charge we end up with happy,prosperous dreams and vice versa for a negative charge..Being humans we would mostly wish for the postive and happy ending dreams to come true..Can dreams be brought in to the light of realism??.Ofcourse yes!!..Scientifically Dreams are thoughts that originate from our sub-conscious mind and this mind is the most powerful mind of man.Every single second gets registered in this mind and its capability is so much that it can hold memories of our past lives and births!!!.Dreams become reality when it turns out as passion.Now what we all normally do is we dream a lot,only dream,which alone is not sufficient.When we dream,its like a movie.. we watch and we live the dream when we sleep.We feel one with the dream as if we are breathing its accomplishment in reality.All this fades away when we wake up,with hints of our dream left behind.All this work is done in the sub-conscious mind.We work with our conscious mind which is the worst mind of creation.Fit for nothing we are stuck with something which we are not interested to live.Instead if we can bring the same thoughts+emotion+ positive charge to what we really want as reality and experience the same gusto with the conscious mind,that would be the end of making a dream as reality.We ppl we dont do this.If we could try this out in our conscious mind we can make wonders in life.To make this processing strong if we think about the same thought with all positive feeling and charges for a period of 21days,we can see realism through our dreams..The period of 21 days is that,anything we practise for that particular period will become a routine and it will be fixed in our conscious mind.Doing so we set a goal and we fight for achieving it.Realising this i figured out my passion as well correlated with the saying of DR.ABDUL KALAM to youngsters-Dream higher!!..I Hope he meant it this way...
The night lamp was glowing and i could see it barely with my eyes..It was 11:55pm i just woke up from a dream.A dream which took me very deep and it was thought processing..The aftermath of the dream is that i am in LOVE with DREAMS..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Fear

"FEAR"
Who am I???..What am i up to???...Where am i???...
Every living being as been classified in to two categories namely Unicellular and multicellular organisms. All organisms,of both these kinds are said to exhibit or we can say possess a familiar character. Guess what???..It is nothing but FEAR.Every cell of the body we know is made of proteins,lipids,blah blah blah..but the main ingredient of cells is FEAR. Without FEAR no organism is known to be alive on earth.
Humans-We are the supreme most form of creation.As we claim so,FEAR is asking us the above questions.. And what have we got to answer??..FEAR-The very thought of it brings in the butterfly effect in our stomach with heart getting an odd feeling as if our life is going to end, our body starts to sweat, and our eyes sinks in tears,hands and legs begin to shiver....
Every single minute we walk with FEAR and live with it.We get up with FEAR that nothing bad should happen today,and all our plans must go on well.Immediately a thought comes what if we fail in our task???oh shit how will i save myself,my family,how will i face the society???all such questions will stand right in front of us..Getting rid of all of them we move on everyday trying to bring out the best..Whatever we do,even if its the best and we are at the top,we still FEAR thinking what if someone surpasses??every second we are soaked in FEAR..In fact we FEAR to look into the truth about oneself i.e we FEAR to see the inner integrity of oneself.
The centre of our heart if we notice very carefully all we could see is this FEAR...To say it in simple words we live within FEAR.Now how do we get out of it??..The only way to get out of FEAR is to CONFRONT it..For instance lets take a COCKROACH.Many of us FEAR for COCKROACH. We know its not going to harm us anyways but still the moment we see it we start jumping, we scream as if someone is chopping off our body parts..But if we see, its just a COCKROACH.A small insect that is all.Seeing us jump and scream the FEAR in COCKROACH also develops and thinking that we will kill it,it flies here and there,some times sits on us and untill it leaves the room or is being smashed to death by courageous men the battle continues...Either the battle ends with the insect being killed or it finds its way out..If we analyse,the FEAR has won all of us in this battle...Because next time the COCKROACH appears,again we are in to the same battle field..Instead if we realise and accept the fact that "yes i have got the FEAR for cockroach"and confront it by allowing the cockroach do whatever it can possibly do,then either of us or the cockroach will have to fight the battle ever again...Likewise if we apply it in our life we can come out of FEAR and there on our lives will definitely see a path of joy,happiness,satisfaction..But for this to happen we must make an EFFORT to confront FEAR.In the movie KARATE KID the boy confronts his fear by fighting his opponent.Winning was not his concern...All he wanted was to stand against his enemy whom he FEARED for.His effort was to go on to the stage and stand against his opponent.Similarly,Effort in life is to accept the fact and face the FEAR.
Instead of running away from FEAR lets FACE it and UNLEASH the truth.Doing so lets once again prove we are the best of creation!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Police man vs Auto Rickshaw man


Have you ever wondered why our Chennai Police catch hold of  Auto
rickshaw fellow often.... ??? The answer is "EGO"



Similarities -
1)      Same Kakhi Uniform

2)      Work for public

3)      No fixed timings

4)      Automan has Auto Stand and Police have Police booth




Well so far it's good, but why did I mention "EGO" as the answer. Here
it comes:



Traffic Police have a charge sheet which is to be used when someone goes

against the traffic rules. Well, if u see the charge sheet book, it will
be as new as ever cos it is never used so far nor will be used in the
future J.. but how is it possible.. doesn't the police need to do its

duty.. Well they do.... How they work is simple,
1.      Ask for relevant documents
2.      Look straight into you, and the dress u wear
3.      As per the costume they fix the price - More u look trendy more
the charge would be
4.      Take you aside, near a tree, then go behind the tree and

negotiation starts.

Police- How much can u offer as bribe??

Offender - Sir I don't have cash

P- How much do u have?

O- Less than wht u ask?

P- That's ok, pay and leave

O- Sir... scratching the head..

P- Are u going to pay or shall I file a case against you.(Just for
threatening purpose)

O- ok Sir, here is the cash.



Case solved, Police happy that he got cash, Offender is happy that no
case has been filed against him.



While Autorickshaw man's life is quite simple

1)      Once they purchase an auto the first thing they do is cut the
"METER" wire

2)      They ask the passenger to pay above the meter, but the meter
doesn't work yar.

3)      They determine the price

4)      The minimum price for 3 Kms is 10Rs. While their minimum charge
would be 60Rs.

5)      They block the bus stand, to get more passengers, over load the
auto with 15 passengers which has to have just 3 passengers.
6)      They have their Union which goes on strike if something happens
to one autowala.

So do you now agree with the answer I have given? The policeman having

all the authority has to hide behind a tree a to get the money... While
automan sits in his place and earns more than what he is supposed to do
:)



Tats y policeman are always behind automan.. :) :)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

"TRADITION?"

Hi whats up babe how u doing?How about dinner at 8?..Yeah sure and pls pick me up from my street corner by 7.15pm was her reply...Cool baby see u then..Bye..Roshan gets himself dressed putting his shades on with screaming exhaust,and short gearing he reaches the street corner 15mins early.Dressed up with a t-shirt bearing Levis tag at the collar and matching it up he wore a pepe jean with low hip revealing his jockey underwear..Not to end he was sporting a puma flat sole shoe costing 5grand and the shades was from rayban.After waiting for half an hour finally she came...
Divya was beautiful and glamourous.She is 5'2'' tall and she was sporting a purple top matching her black stocking and making her 2inches taller was her high heels.She had applied lip gloss making her pink lips look even more prominent...She was walking slowly towards roshan who is a smart chap,fair,looking handsome guy waiting in his car...Seeing her walk towards the car roshan got down from the car to greet her.A mild breeze was crossed them which made her hair strands fall right on her face..She lifted them up and wow she was gorgeous and roshan could see a smile on her face as she was adjusting her hair.Giving a warm hug he opened the door for her to get in the car.Getting in the car he zoomed to the dinner spot having chats on various topics.After a drive for half an hour they entered the hotal to dine.Having a sumptuous dinner their next plan was to Dublin to booze.It was 11 as they entered dublin.Ordering 2 large of absolute vodka for divya,roshan had 3 flame shots of tequilla.Divya too consumed the vodka soon and roshan grabbed her towards the dance floor.They started dancing and the partying continued for two more hours..Getting slaushed they walked out slowly to the parking lot to take their car out.Roshan was so happy and excited about the moves he made in his dance and so was divya.As they were driving back home divya was a little high and she was drowsy so to keep her safe from her parents he took her to one of her friend's house.Dropping her roshan was so quick that he reached his place in 15mins.Getting himself in to night dress he rested his ass on his bed with lap top.Logging to facebook he started uploading his pics with divya that night.Starting from dinner till the dance floor totally 30 photos was uploaded.The photo's were portraying both hugging,scary poses,nasty laughs,dumb poses etc..After uploading them he was flat on his bed..This explains today's world..                            
Ages back if we look in to our culture we are reminded of purity,sacredness...The respect for women,the dressing sense of both men and women were simple,neat,elegant..Our culture was esteemed with certain rules keeping it safe for both men and women...WIth saree and dhothi's both men and women were looking good,they were beautiful,handsome and there was also love and enjoyment in forms of gatherings,sharing,watching skits,etc..The mutual respect for men and women existed in unique manner..Making use of the same mutualism and respect now there is no difference between men and women.Calling it equality things are done exceeding the limits most of the time..Adapting to the new world and making oneself comfortable is fine but are we stopping with it?..Not being content we go in for more of the foreign culture and we end up screwing things most of the time..When ppl in abroad are fascinated about our culture we indeed instead of being proud we practise TIT FOR TAT policy.The climatic conditions,culture,physical appearances,the tone of the body etc are various factors opting them to choose modern outfits.The same applies in our country and everything is completely different and unique from them.Therefore we implementing their outfits and culture here in our country will make us look like clowns which we dont realise...We all have got addicted to the new taste to such an extent that we dont even follow our culture even during auspicious occassions..We all must have a thought about it and ensure that our culture doesn't fade away completely so that our future generations do realise its importance.If not applying our culture through outfits we can make sure we imply it in our character to limit ourselves from too much of ecstacy and pleasure which is of no good....
Let's all think and try implementing our culture however possible..

Monday, July 12, 2010

The last/lost letter

11-07-2010
1:00PM
I was on my laptop transferring songs to my guest as per their need and was busy in downloading it from the net.As i was doing it the light on my phone flashed and following it was my ringtone.I was getting a call from my school mate Mohan...Wondering what for he is calling i picked up.Any news about MARIA??i replied no...
8:30PM
I was asking my friend MARIA NAZRENE DAVID SHAMEER to wake up,who was sleeping in the hall..Dude get up its me lets go for a ride..Come lets chill ourselves....Long time since we have burnt our rubbers!!!..
10:30PM
Maria is a guy whom i call as THE BIKER or even A MANIAC..Any stuff about automobiles he would just blow ur mind with his knowledge and he keeps himself updated with recent developments and launches.His love for BIKES is outstanding and i would say he WORSHIPS his BIKE and treats it more than anything one can dream about...He owns a PULSAR-200 and the care he takes to maintain his bike is inspiring.All this knowledge as well as his care and thirst for power,race,bikes have inspired me a lot in many ways.I would even say i am A MANIAC in concern to bikes...Both of us shared things in common...Both of us love the power,speed,races,long rides,crazy driving,making the pillion rider cry for his life etc....When ever we meet we would discuss things related to bhp,torque,blah blah..it would exceed to such an extent that friends will leave us alone saying,we are talking crap and unwanted stuffs.Still our interest kept raising high and we continue our talks not bothering what ppl around us say.Maria was so an expert in bikes that i sought his guindance for my purchase.And after he had taken me to a test drive i loved the bike he suggested i.e RTR-160Fi.He accompanied me on the day of delivery and from that day onwards we both joined and we were burning our rubbers on the roads of chennai..Long rides,races,wheelies,drifting,leaning,making a 360 well we both had our hands on all this.Due to my engineering i won't be in a position to accompany him all time,so he had to go for races in the race track get hand on experience with powerfull bikes etc..He is a crazy rider that i always admire and the way he rides his bike portrays him as a PRO!!.
10-07-2010
12:00PM
Maria along with his 4 friends were on the shores of MAHABALIPURAM.He had joined SUTHERLANDS few days back as the technical support staff and he was excited about his job.With 2 of his office colleagues and 2 of his college mates they were enjoying at the shores.
12:45PM
Having fun at the shores they wanted this meet-up to be remembered forever.Snap shots of the locations as backdrop and their faces in front,gleeing, with all possible tooth shown they started posing.Maria who also likes photography started clicking..Making this photo session more lively and giving his clicks the best he tried new angles and perspective...New places and adventures have always been a sweet pie for him.Not leaving it behind,in this occassion too he spoted a rock on the shores with tides kissing it quite often.Balancing himself on a small rock(say 3 steps of height) he was clicking on his camera.That was his last click forever!.Next second his legs unable to balance his weight gave up its resistability and he  slipped in to the tides.Left with no one nearby he was in the water along with the tides.The tides i think was on a rampage...Gulping my friend with its mouth,it took him away..His friends who were there on spot tried to save him and searched him... but their efforts were in vain.Having taken my friend for its meal,finally showing some concern on the grief and pain of his parents the tides brought him ashore the next day morning...
11-07-2010
8:30PM
All that the tide gave them back was a body that was half decayed and his face part messed up by the fishes...My friend MARIA has passed away and i am standing right in front of his body,his cells getting decayed more and more as every second proceeds ahead.I could not withstand his parents crying...His dad is a heart patient and his mom is also weak.Everyone his friends,well wishers,all have assembled and they were expressing their condolences.His dad was shocked and taken aback and i could here him talking to one of his relatives "MY SON IS NO MORE I CANT SEE HIM ANYMORE...THE WORST PART IS I AM NOT ABLE TO SEE MY SON'S FACE EVEN FOR THE LAST TIME".It really hurts when a dad says that and all i could do there was,talk to my friend asking him to wake up from his sleep,tell his dad that he is fine and join me for a short ride....
10:30PM
Death-May come anytime in our life.But why in the form of accidents??.Is spending time on the shores with friends wrong?taking snaps wrong?enjoying new places wrong?having adventures wrong?his friends who were helpless to save him wrong??his parents left alone are they wrong?who is wrong??...Everyone of us have gone to places like this and have visited places with or without parents knowledge and have freaked out...It is all part of our life but an end to life like this is really undigestable..Can anyone find a solution to it?To say it in simple words we can use the term "FATE".I really dont understand this logic.My friend is just 21 and his life had just begun to blossom.. LLbefore the shoot could bloom with a flower he withered away!!..LLL
Wondering what to say i am conveying my heartful condolence to my good friend for his soul to rest in peace!!!.I also pray the creator to give strength to his parents and well wishers to accept this great loss and march ahead in life..

Friday, July 9, 2010

AGENDA OF LIFE

Among all the creations mankind is a class apart with uniqueness and complications.Taking mankind in to consideration,he is said to be the most sensitive being on this planet.The senses of him are so sharp that can be triggered at a faster pace and they are expressed as emotions in man.These emotions are plenty in number and it keeps fluctuating based on the atmosphere,state of mind etc.
The emotions hidden in man shows up when the situations demands it.But it is also possible to trigger them.It can be done by SOUND WAVES.Sound includes music and noise.Both trigger different emotions in man.Everyone of us have got a passion to music.It lies within and helps oneself in emoting.Music brings out all kind of emotions in a man.A pathos can trigger an individual to a feel where one could get himself soaked in for being hurt,or experience loneliness,insecurity etc.A happy song with rock,jazz,fusion brings out joy and happiness.It brings us thoughts of happy moments in life.Every soul on this planet as music embedded within and it flows through the areteries and veins along with blood.
Music helps man to relate to his life,and events that have an impact on him.At the same time MUSIC can change the entire mood of an individual.It can take us to peaks of joy from depression in an instant and at the same time it also helps us to relate to hard feelings and guides in realising the inner truth.Devotional songs relate us to GOD and invokes bhakti and passion.In Tamil nadu we have got music to celebrate death too and we call it THE DEATH PUNCH.Music travels with man throughout and as been a guide,master,friend,philosopher to all of us.There is no hinderance for music in its form,language....All it does is,makes an individual comfortable to experience whatever emotion he is willing to..There is no soul having an aversion to music in this world.Its a divinity that as been in the genes of man ever since life on this planet evolved.Evolution keeps evolving everyday in various forms..Same way music also evolves and is eternal.Like air music is everywhere and we can find its presence within each one of us.Nature has got its own music,the ripples of water,the rain,the rushing flow of water in waterfalls,birds,animals everywhere there is music.The perception of music and liking varies but music satifies all of them.
Like the sun shining brightly everyday Music shines everywhere and takes us to a elevated state of consiousness and realism.Lets all show our gratitude to the everlasting and eternal MUSIC by dedicating a song of our own taste and likes.(begin ur dedication)
Keep listening and enjoy MUSIC!!!