A diary wrapped in a black cover,all its pages read one thing...
30 years back..
Andrew and Sweety-lovely married couple.Its been almost a year of their marriage and sweety is pregnant.Chennai is the place where they live and andrew is a business man.Most of the time sweety is alone with andrew doing business.Time passby and its the fourth month of her pregnancy...Dr advices her to take in healthy food and be free from anxiety and sensitive emotions..
Both of them are happy about the condition of the baby and four more months pass by without any emotional inconvenience.They have decided to name their baby Alex as they were sure it was a boy.They had this strong belief or maybe an instinct.Likely when they say alex,sweety would feel a kick,a josh in her.Sometimes,the kick will be hard that sweety would say... I think alex will become a football star..They were so passionate with each other and expressed the same to alex.
Its the last month of gestation and sweety was eagerly awaiting the day for alex,who will look at the world with his very own eyes..Sweety was excited...It was 9pm and the final pain a mother would experience in the last stages of pregnancy has come and sweety was taken to the hospital.Andrew was there nearby telling her hold on sweety we are going to see our "Alex".Whispering it in her ears,he kissed her fore-head and left the room.After 20 minutes a nurse came out congratulating "you are blessed with a son"and sweety is also fine..One more thing baby is healthy and he weighs 8 pounds!!
Hearing this andrew was filled with happiness and deep down in his heart,he was telling alex we knew its gonna be you.Anyways thanks for not disappointing us..The nurse told him to see alex after ten minutes.He started calling his relatives to share the happy news..After talking to quite a few ppl,he went inside the room.Sweety was in her consciousness with baby beside her.But surprisingly she was not looking at the baby instead she was facing andrew walking inside and with tears flowing out.With a puzzled look andrew came close to her and next second his face also had to shrink and become pale.He kissed her and left the room.The baby started crying and the relatives who had come to see the baby,also reacted the sameway..None of them lifted the baby and gave comfort..All of them felt one thing...
A diary wrapped in a black cover,all its pages read one thing...
"I AM BLACK"
There is deadman in the cell,lying flat on the floor with black robes over him and a diary nearby...Reports certify that he has died due to heart attack and he is a traumatic patient admitted 20 years back...
Andrew and sweety both of them were fair and with all the above dreams of baby being boy,footballer,alex etc they had got deep in their minds for their baby to be born "fair".They were not able to digest but anyways,time passed with no love and affection for alex..
The fact of being "BLACK"had penetrated deep in to alex that where ever he is seen,ppl would comment on his colour.Even ppl darker than him will tease and this very thought kept pricking him so deeply..He had his schooling in anglo-indian community where most of them were white and he had this issue on complextion.Ppl at school called him "NIGGER"...He grew up being reserved and complicated though he liked football and he wanted to learn it.But there again ppl were critising his colour,bringing an end to football...Alex grew up,but in his mind he was stuck with the thought of being black and that no one would love him at any cost.After 2 years this TRAUMA grew so intensively that he became mentally unstable and he stopped schooling...He was admitted in a mentally aided centre...
FCD-Fundamental Child Decison:-The fcd plays a vital role in the life of a child especially during the first 6yrs from birth.During this time,the child can learn at a very fast pace and it tries to mean what it sees,thereby it becomes a program for the child throughout...However this is bound to be stronger during the first 6hrs after the child had made its way out of the mother.Grooming a child is not an easy task anything like the case above can happen if decisons are of the negative shades..
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Unfold the pain
I texted my bro saying its done pls check the mail.Waiting for his reply,i closed my eyes to relax.
A cute couple graduating their B.E degree fell in love with each other and like all they started dating,hangouts,movies etc..Life was wonderful for them and they were the most happening couple of the college.Anyone from their college will identify them,as they were so cute and attractive.The love they had for each other,it was so genuine and romantic.Like that of the movie,there was no opposal from both the families and it was planned that after their degree they can have their engagement.Both of them were from a well to do family and life was settled with no worries to keep them strangled.
(Oops we all have to know the couple's name right???it's Gautham and Priya..)
One fine day they had been out,to one of their friend's house,as their parents were out of station.They all planned to booze and watch a movie..."KAL HONA HO" movie was screened on the big lcd.By the end of the movie,everyone had tears,as it was such a FEEL GOOD movie..Getting out off little sobs and hugs,gautham and priya made their way back home.They were on the bike discussing about the movie, the love of SHARUKH KHAN and ZINTA and the emotions behind each scene..All of a sudden, the bike came to a halt.Gautham had jammed the breaks a little hard,so as to bring the bike to a halt.Police constable held out the wooden stick on the headlamp of the bike..Getting down from the bike he asked gautham for his license,address,documents...
Gautham also joined the conversation and the policeman raised his stick to hit him.Getting himself back a little,he shouted sir behave yourself.Immediately the constable who was addressing,filed a case and he handed him the charge sheet.It was not the end..He asked for priya's license and he started questioning her very badly.Getting things above head,Priya shouted!!!..Sir this is the limit and if one more question is to spill out from ur mouth,i am gonna slipper you right up the face!!!.
Gautham was taken by the other two constables and he was tortured with lots of question's and proofs.Looking at Priya and she getting in trouble made him worse in proving.Deciding to settle things off with money he took out his wallet.But to his surprise there was no cash and all he had was his debit card.He told those two constables that he would draw cash and give them.As he was telling them priya uttered this dialougue of slapping the policeman..
Now world seemed to be hell for them..Immediately the constable asked her to get inside the car.He told her that he is arresting her for drugs and is taking her under custody.Priya was full on with tears and she was trembling now.The constable shouted at her to get inside the car which almost jerked her off.He called out the other two of them to get inside and gautham was trying to talk and settle this out. The constable who commanded priya and was addressing gautham in the beginning threw the license,charge sheet and took of the bike key.Priya got herself in to the car before anything worse could happen.Gautham tried to stop and he got a solid blow with the stick.Kneeling down with pricking pain and before he could move the car was gusting out thick smokes on his face.All he could see was the car's Registration No.
His friend came for his rescue and gautham narrated him of what happened shortly..Later Gautham said we will check out for the nearest police station and give a complaint to trace out for the car.Parking his bike in a corner they swiftly moved to the nearest station.Explaining them of what had happened took nearly half an hour.Then they waited for 15 mins to know which station exactly is the car from..Knowing it they zoomed and before all this,gautham kept calling priya's mobile which was unanswered.Finally gautham and his friend reached the spot and a glow was seen on the face of gautham looking at the car.He ran straight to the constable he had met,said sorry for what had happened and paid the fine.Then he asked for priya to let her go.The constable said i had to free her some 20mins back.And by now she would be returning back home..Thanking the policeman gautham came out of the station getting his bike keys..He was calling her mobile...He kept calling continuously and she didnt pick up.Finally after 15 minutes she picked up and said gautham come near the road where ISCKON TEMPLE is pls come fast dont ask me anything pls...Gautham immediately asked his friend to catch an auto which was there in front of the station to get his bike and he told him that he would go get priya.Gautham was driving so fast and he reached the spot in ten minutues.Getting down from the bike,he called priya to tell her,he is there on spot and is waiting for her..She then asked him to turn.
It was a pavement,there was a tree which was giving the shade so as to prevent the light of the moon falling on her.He was able to see her and make out by her shadow.When he went close enough to see,it brought him a breath taking shock...He fell down on his knees,with eyes wet and adam's apple struggling to control the out burst of anger, he shouted with pain in his heart.She was assaulted sexually by the constables and she was terribly in pain..Immediately he gave her his dress to cover up and took her to the hospital for first aid.Gautham went and complained to the police station nearby to the hospital and they didnt bother to listen..Instead they laughed at me and pointed their fingers on me that i would have made this assault on priya.Left with shame alone,after two days Priya committed suicide..Unable to lead a life from there on, 3 years later,Gautham died of liver failure as he got addicted to alcohol...
To avoid such incorigible happenings,lets learn some laws...There is a law which clearly states that between 6pm to 6am,a woman has the right to refuse to go to the police station even if an arrest warrant is issued.
Ppl pl do take an initiative to spread this message.It can save a life!!!.
A cute couple graduating their B.E degree fell in love with each other and like all they started dating,hangouts,movies etc..Life was wonderful for them and they were the most happening couple of the college.Anyone from their college will identify them,as they were so cute and attractive.The love they had for each other,it was so genuine and romantic.Like that of the movie,there was no opposal from both the families and it was planned that after their degree they can have their engagement.Both of them were from a well to do family and life was settled with no worries to keep them strangled.
(Oops we all have to know the couple's name right???it's Gautham and Priya..)
One fine day they had been out,to one of their friend's house,as their parents were out of station.They all planned to booze and watch a movie..."KAL HONA HO" movie was screened on the big lcd.By the end of the movie,everyone had tears,as it was such a FEEL GOOD movie..Getting out off little sobs and hugs,gautham and priya made their way back home.They were on the bike discussing about the movie, the love of SHARUKH KHAN and ZINTA and the emotions behind each scene..All of a sudden, the bike came to a halt.Gautham had jammed the breaks a little hard,so as to bring the bike to a halt.Police constable held out the wooden stick on the headlamp of the bike..Getting down from the bike he asked gautham for his license,address,documents...
Gautham also joined the conversation and the policeman raised his stick to hit him.Getting himself back a little,he shouted sir behave yourself.Immediately the constable who was addressing,filed a case and he handed him the charge sheet.It was not the end..He asked for priya's license and he started questioning her very badly.Getting things above head,Priya shouted!!!..Sir this is the limit and if one more question is to spill out from ur mouth,i am gonna slipper you right up the face!!!.
Gautham was taken by the other two constables and he was tortured with lots of question's and proofs.Looking at Priya and she getting in trouble made him worse in proving.Deciding to settle things off with money he took out his wallet.But to his surprise there was no cash and all he had was his debit card.He told those two constables that he would draw cash and give them.As he was telling them priya uttered this dialougue of slapping the policeman..
Now world seemed to be hell for them..Immediately the constable asked her to get inside the car.He told her that he is arresting her for drugs and is taking her under custody.Priya was full on with tears and she was trembling now.The constable shouted at her to get inside the car which almost jerked her off.He called out the other two of them to get inside and gautham was trying to talk and settle this out. The constable who commanded priya and was addressing gautham in the beginning threw the license,charge sheet and took of the bike key.Priya got herself in to the car before anything worse could happen.Gautham tried to stop and he got a solid blow with the stick.Kneeling down with pricking pain and before he could move the car was gusting out thick smokes on his face.All he could see was the car's Registration No.
His friend came for his rescue and gautham narrated him of what happened shortly..Later Gautham said we will check out for the nearest police station and give a complaint to trace out for the car.Parking his bike in a corner they swiftly moved to the nearest station.Explaining them of what had happened took nearly half an hour.Then they waited for 15 mins to know which station exactly is the car from..Knowing it they zoomed and before all this,gautham kept calling priya's mobile which was unanswered.Finally gautham and his friend reached the spot and a glow was seen on the face of gautham looking at the car.He ran straight to the constable he had met,said sorry for what had happened and paid the fine.Then he asked for priya to let her go.The constable said i had to free her some 20mins back.And by now she would be returning back home..Thanking the policeman gautham came out of the station getting his bike keys..He was calling her mobile...He kept calling continuously and she didnt pick up.Finally after 15 minutes she picked up and said gautham come near the road where ISCKON TEMPLE is pls come fast dont ask me anything pls...Gautham immediately asked his friend to catch an auto which was there in front of the station to get his bike and he told him that he would go get priya.Gautham was driving so fast and he reached the spot in ten minutues.Getting down from the bike,he called priya to tell her,he is there on spot and is waiting for her..She then asked him to turn.
It was a pavement,there was a tree which was giving the shade so as to prevent the light of the moon falling on her.He was able to see her and make out by her shadow.When he went close enough to see,it brought him a breath taking shock...He fell down on his knees,with eyes wet and adam's apple struggling to control the out burst of anger, he shouted with pain in his heart.She was assaulted sexually by the constables and she was terribly in pain..Immediately he gave her his dress to cover up and took her to the hospital for first aid.Gautham went and complained to the police station nearby to the hospital and they didnt bother to listen..Instead they laughed at me and pointed their fingers on me that i would have made this assault on priya.Left with shame alone,after two days Priya committed suicide..Unable to lead a life from there on, 3 years later,Gautham died of liver failure as he got addicted to alcohol...
To avoid such incorigible happenings,lets learn some laws...There is a law which clearly states that between 6pm to 6am,a woman has the right to refuse to go to the police station even if an arrest warrant is issued.
Ppl pl do take an initiative to spread this message.It can save a life!!!.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Unleash
World is so small and i see it through my mom's eyes and i get the warmth of secured feeling from my dad.I feel this world to be safe as long as they are with me..With all this excitement i kick inside the womb.The nourishment from my mom is quite regular,though she keeps me at stake very rarely,wherein i would feel like my world is coming to an end.Whatever it is,i am fuelled and i enjoy my stay in the womb with full racing spirits!!!
My dad keeps telling me that i am the best and i could beat anyone who comes up with a challenge.I too have a strong feeling about it and i think i am the man of his words!!!..He says i drive him like crazy and he talks about me to his friends most of the time saying i am unique and special to him and am his is rockstar!!!.Well i am glad to have a proud father and my mom is also equally proud which i could feel from the love,nourishment and care i get from her..
To me,the life i see is full on with competition and i love to face them with a challenge.Speed is what drives me and keeps me pumped up!.I sense thousands of babies like me, having the same thought as mine and they also take part in the race.We babies live a life which is full of race and our triumph is being the best!!!.
My mom and dad they are in the middle of a heavy traffic and there was one more couple next to them on a pulsar 200,with acceleration raised high and the signal to go green.My dad was smiling inside,as he knew that this fellow is on the mood of racing and he is inviting him for the party..So i was just shouting from inside,dad u got to win him,just get on ur nerves and feel the heat!!!..My sweet dad sensed me and he was also ready with his rev high..5 more seconds for the signal to go green and the tension was building up and i could sense the heat as i was also nervous as well geared up to taste success..4-3-2-1 go!!!..The front wheel was facing the sky and fuck my dad was just zooming and not to leave the pulsar,it was also on the same mode of action but not as high as my dad was..It was on this second gear that my dad crouched himself flat on the tank and throttle was high with rpm hitting 8.5 there was the gear shift and my dad was a feet ahead with pulsar tailing fast.It was an empty road of 400 metres stretch for the next signal and my dad's display was showing him that he is on 90kmphr and it was so close that pulsar was getting to the side,with its front wheel to the level of my dad's knee ..I was so damn tensed and excited that my pulse was high and i could feel the flow of blood travelling all over me...It was next signal and my dad made it with seconds sparing the victory over the pulsar.My dad raised his thumbs up in the air and said that was close and indeed good driving..The pulsar guy too said yeah it was really great!!!..
After the signal turned green again my dad lead the bike to the petrol bunk.I was so happy and proud that i was kicking in the womb to make my mom feel it..Filling up the petrol my mom and dad complimented saying baby you are so awesome and we love you so much and they kissed on the tank...That was the best compliment i would ever get in my life..With happiness filled to the core...
This is APACHE RTR FI(baby/engine) signing off with a proud owner Kaushik(mom/dad) who always keeps me so close to his heart!!!..
vroom!!!...
My dad keeps telling me that i am the best and i could beat anyone who comes up with a challenge.I too have a strong feeling about it and i think i am the man of his words!!!..He says i drive him like crazy and he talks about me to his friends most of the time saying i am unique and special to him and am his is rockstar!!!.Well i am glad to have a proud father and my mom is also equally proud which i could feel from the love,nourishment and care i get from her..
To me,the life i see is full on with competition and i love to face them with a challenge.Speed is what drives me and keeps me pumped up!.I sense thousands of babies like me, having the same thought as mine and they also take part in the race.We babies live a life which is full of race and our triumph is being the best!!!.
My mom and dad they are in the middle of a heavy traffic and there was one more couple next to them on a pulsar 200,with acceleration raised high and the signal to go green.My dad was smiling inside,as he knew that this fellow is on the mood of racing and he is inviting him for the party..So i was just shouting from inside,dad u got to win him,just get on ur nerves and feel the heat!!!..My sweet dad sensed me and he was also ready with his rev high..5 more seconds for the signal to go green and the tension was building up and i could sense the heat as i was also nervous as well geared up to taste success..4-3-2-1 go!!!..The front wheel was facing the sky and fuck my dad was just zooming and not to leave the pulsar,it was also on the same mode of action but not as high as my dad was..It was on this second gear that my dad crouched himself flat on the tank and throttle was high with rpm hitting 8.5 there was the gear shift and my dad was a feet ahead with pulsar tailing fast.It was an empty road of 400 metres stretch for the next signal and my dad's display was showing him that he is on 90kmphr and it was so close that pulsar was getting to the side,with its front wheel to the level of my dad's knee ..I was so damn tensed and excited that my pulse was high and i could feel the flow of blood travelling all over me...It was next signal and my dad made it with seconds sparing the victory over the pulsar.My dad raised his thumbs up in the air and said that was close and indeed good driving..The pulsar guy too said yeah it was really great!!!..
After the signal turned green again my dad lead the bike to the petrol bunk.I was so happy and proud that i was kicking in the womb to make my mom feel it..Filling up the petrol my mom and dad complimented saying baby you are so awesome and we love you so much and they kissed on the tank...That was the best compliment i would ever get in my life..With happiness filled to the core...
This is APACHE RTR FI(baby/engine) signing off with a proud owner Kaushik(mom/dad) who always keeps me so close to his heart!!!..
vroom!!!...
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